hustleen :]: December 2009

See you next year (;

RIP 2009.

Whatever happened this year.

2010 is a year to repent.

I hope (;

In 2009 i remember all the people that was with me.

I wish i was young again.

15.

Would i be like who i was?

Like Amirah stated in her blog,

Changes, Changing and Changed.

Never know.

Amalina.

E'zzati.

E'zzati. Amalina.

Amalina.

Iman.

Daddy.

Mommy.

Mommy. With Wak Yah, Maman Joe and Grandparents. (My Grandpa looks pretty handsome.)
Daddy. Mommy.
Family. (i was pouting haha)

Faceplant.

And so i did go out hehe (;

Out with HottiE'zzati.

Had kfc (regretted this) and then headed to the library.

Card couldnt be used cos of yadayada.

I was supposed to go to Atiqa's crib.

& HottiE'zzati to Kembie. (idk why she calls it that)

But yeah, had a change of mind like that.

Sorry Atiqa ):

Head to St Games (;

Booked room.

Went for Donuts.

Yeaah, we had a really "warm" greetings by the workers.

LOL.

Head back to St Games (;

DJ Hero + Guitar.

& head back.

Nights.

Love you guys (:

P.S. You stupid woman.

(L)(S)

Yay!

Full use of last week of hols.

Lets just recap on things ive done (and things that havent occured yet) the last few days.

Hehe.

Thursday 24 December.

Out w Atiqa.

Heeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Amk > Bishan Pastamania > Serangooon (hweva its spelled) > Harbourfront VivoCity > Serangoon (hweva its spelled) > Bishan > Amk > Atiqa's crib > Stickam > Home

P.S. Period Cramps, couldnt laugh much with her ):

Friday 25 December.

Amk > Sengkang > Ajul & Afi > Milktea > Aidie & Farhan > Jalan Kayu > Home

Saturday 26 December.

Up early > Kranji > Bus to Checkpoint > Jaybeeee > Sarabat > Awesome pumps/palms/whatever > Two shirts > Shoes but Dad was afraid they might get stolen in school > Mudpie > Two dresses > Home

Sunday 27 December .

Amk > Hougang > Sengkang > Tampines > Cik Jah's house > Eat > Eat > Avatar > Portalgeist > Malay show > Eat > Eat > another malay show > Eat > Home

Today 28 December .

Library > Atiqa's crib > Dance .

Ok.

Love you guys.

(J)

Joker bursts out laughing at the absurdity of it all;

then he gives me the thumbs-up for understanding him at last.

- Joker by Ranulfo

That was all figurative.

Hey.

Went out today, like finally (Y)

Hmm, nothing much to update.

Atiqa's now in my acc and shes chatting up w everyone.

=.=

Love my hair today.

Heres a something by Paramore. (;

They fucking rockkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk !

7th March '10 their concert.

I

Wanna

Meet

Hayley

Williams

.

How can I decide whats right?
When youre clouding up my mind
I cant win your losing fight
All the time

Nor could I ever own what's mine
When youre always taking sides
But you wont take away my pride
No, not this time
Not this time

How did we get here
When I used to know you so well?
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know

The truth is hiding in your eyes
And its hanging on your tongue
Just boiling in my blood
But you think that I cant see

What kind of man that you are
If youre a man at all
Well, I will figure this one out
On my own

I'm screaming, I love you so
On my own
But my thoughts you can't decode

How did we get here?
When I used to know you so well?
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know

Do you see what we've done?
We're gonna make such fools of ourselves
Do you see what we've done?
We're gonna make such fools of ourselves

How did we get here
When I used to know you so well?
How did we get here
When I used to know you so well?

I think I know
I think I know
There is something I see in you
It might kill me, I want it to be true

askhfkjsdg

Hello (:

Days have been boring.

Cooked AglioOlio again just now.

Tasted better this time (Y) :D

Seriously craving for Mega Mac Spicy. Haiy. =/

FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML FML

HOW DO YOU DO IT SO EASILY?

December's a bitch. Keywhack! LOL.

Nevermind.

Should i go out tmr? Yeah really feel like it. See my mood.

Yesterday, Atiqa signed into my acc while i was still in my acc.

Get it?

Yeah then she started to start convos with people and they became confused.

It was fuckingly funny.

Made up my night, totally. HAHA.

Heres us confusing Rafi (click to enlarge) :

Kay.
& i broke HottiE'zzati's perfume bottle.
My feet was Poisoned. Haha. K naymind.
Sorry yeah? ;x

Nights.

Pass

Sup sexays?!

Ok i think im liking typing in the middle.

Hehe.

Afternoon went to meet Atiqa.

She's having sotong fever.

Yeah i played childish stuff with Iman today.

Even had movie marathon.

I want Atiqa's Aglio Olio.

Cooked it ystd.

Was buttery+tasteless+spicy.

Think im gna try cooking it again tmr.

Need mushrooms.

Ok so uhhhhhhhhhh.

I want to buy the aladdin/alibaba/wtv pants.

Suddenly.

Mama doesnt believe i would wear it.

Why wouldnt i? Haha.

Rockband soon, i hope.

Kay im loving Robbie Williams.

You know me.

Gonna play congkak with Iman after this.

See what i mean?

Oh yeah, i dreamt of B last night.

Dont know if its a good or bad thing, but yeah.

Kind of liked it.

He chose the color for my post anyway.

What happened to Green? Haha.

I want my own Joker.

Nights.

(;

I DECIDED TO LEAVE YOU THE SONG.

ENJOI~!

Hehe.

Like vanilla in my milk tea (:

I draw open the curtains and enter a small room. It is dark except for the table, lit by a small desk lamp; Joker is seated, holding a pack of tarot cards. Joker cuts and shuffles the cards and spreads them out facedown before me. “Pick one,” he tells me. “It’s your future.”
“What if I don’t choose?” I say.
“That’s a choice too,” he answers.
- Joker by Ranulfo

Everybody should grow up.

Because every single bloody thing changes with time.

It doesnt matter what an awesome time youre having.

It doesnt matter what an awful time youre having either.

All those things are going to change.

You suffer or enjoy first, thats all i know.

Everybody gets their fair share of anger/disappointment/enjoyment/happiness.

Its just how you fucking handle it.

So grow up, seriously. You need to accept the changes.

Make the best out of it.

Now tell me, what will time do with this?

I fucking love William.

Be like this octopus.
Haha ok. I find it funny actually. But, yeah.
HAHA.

MusicAlle.

Hey (:
So yesterday was a pretty blaaast. ^^
Classmates were hot *winks*
Skip to the end kay.
After musical, head to eat w Atiqa.
Laughed alot, duh.
And thn i wanted to buy milktea so we walked over to the shops.
Then i saw a cat, it was like eating.
Then me, with the phobia of cats, screamed.
And the cat's reaction was likeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee HAHAHAHAHHAHAA.
Seriously, thn theres this girl who was like "Eh, lemah smangat aku~" or something.
And i was like, hahahaha kuching tuuu!!!
Then we laughed and walked awaay.
Then while walking to the bus stop we were already laughing like heck.
& then i felt like i stepped on something and it cracked. Like seriously.
I thought bout what i mightve stepped on.
Glass? But i dont feel anything sharp.
Plastic? I heard the crack haha.
In the end i had a sensible answer in my head.
So when Atiqa stopped laughing i turned to her and went like, "You know what? I think i stepped on a snail."
We walked all the way back and tadaa!

OKAYOKAY I KNOW WHAT YOU GUYS ARE THINKING.
Sucha innocent snail and i killed it. But Atiqa said it was still moving? So all the best snail!
Yeah, we laughed until we had to go on our knees and the side of my stomach cramped up like fucking pain. LOL.
Yaaaaaah, waited for her bus and off home. (:
Before i slept i kinda got my fucking anger out. I tried to take out as much anger/disappointment/etc as i could but it just wouldnt come out.
So yeaaaaaah i threw my fucking cell and left it there the whole night.
It has been so fucking long since i felt this way?
& I detest it. I hate being bad. Oh well.
Heres something sexy. Fuckkkkkkkkk look at JT! He beatboxed toooooooooo!
Ok breathe Leen breaatheeeeeeeeee. Fucking favorite.

i dont feel a single fucking shit .
you know what, im starting to think youre right. Hehs.
Gd job (Y) .

NYNY

LETS HEAR IT FOR NEW YORK, NEW YORK, NEWWWW YOORRRRRRRRRKKKKKKKKKK ! :D

Ok hi im back. Heeeeeeeeeeee! :}
Was tiring but pretty okay i guess... Right.
Seniors were dressing soooo hoooooooooooooot just nowwwwww!!!
NYAHAHA.
So, tmr's our turn.
What should i wear sia damn it. Ahah.
Ok, so wheres Baby wheres Baby?!?!
Nights (;

im sorry but i have to break this down to you ):

Holy cowwww the peanut+sugar balls are stuck in my throat goddamnit i shouldve known!!! Cant resist itttttttt, its just so sweeeeeeet and mmmmmmmmmmm!
Kay whatever. HAHA.
Yeah just came in to say that. I gotta shower soon. Mama told me she wld buy ikan pari cos i told her i will cook asam pedas today but she cant find ikan pari ): so yeah off she went to make Nyai's something something but she'll be back late. Haiy, wheres my ikan pari. Craving know!!!
Off later at around 4 for tausuan date with Atiqa.
then report to schoool, etcetc. 10pm will be back. Reach thru ceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeell yeaaaaaa ? :D
I hope the dinner wld be gd, i mean its gonna be held in this posh kinda place right? Hope its awesome, hope i get to partner Atiqa. Nyehahaaaaaaa!
OH AND LAST NIGHT WAS LIKE WHAAAAAT THEEEE. i lay on my bed and texted Atiqa & Baby goodnight. And then my eyes like idk why looked up and i saw a fucking cockroach. i immediately stood and up and went HOLY CRAP!. ahahahha then went out and texted them two poeple back LOL. I tried to fucking spray it with pesticide or whatever but i spray until half of the fucking cockroach turned white cos i sprayed too much and it was like crawling over my headpillow. was like the fuck?!?! HAHAHA. then my bear and tortoise and headpillow also turned white. So was like asking, shld i sleep sofa or beside papa. In the end, i slept at sofa for like 1 hour and then continued on papa's bed. LOLLLLL. Badan sakit. Need my bed. Totally paranoid for the night. I think tht happened cos i disturbed a lizard bfore gg to sleep the night before. Haiy. Oh well.
Ok gotta shower. Update bout wtv happened tmr.
Bye. Love you guys. (;

Sadist. ):

Hey im baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack !. :D
Went over to Atiqa's crib just now, for a movie marathon. With her sister too (;
First up, Paranormal Activity. Finally finished watching, but the ending is like hmmmmmmmmm.
Ok thn thr was uhmmmmmmmm, Orphan. Yea (;
Tht one lagi best! NYAHAHAHA.
She cooked for me her Aglio Olio.
It was SEDAP i tell you. BETTER THAN PASTAMANIA i tell you. Heeeeee!
Yeah then the ending of Orphan, was like soooo \m/ !
I made Atiqa replay it. & then she replayed it like, three times.
WE WERE LIKE CRACKING UP. HAHAHA.
Fucking sadist sia the kid/woman/whatever. Niceeeeeeee (Y)
She wanted to fuck her mother's husband, which is her father. i was like, are you kidding meeeeeeeeeee?!?!?!?
Yeah in the end, yeah. She didnt of course. Ergh.
Kay so she cooked barley but it was tasteless. At least not spicy ah. HAHA.
After the movies, went to play com. Stickcam! ROFL.
Yeah she sent me after tht. To the door. LOL.
Kay uhmmmm waiting for webcam pix yea.
Ok bye (;
oh & Baby is soooooo cuteeeeeeeeeee hahahahahahaaaaaaaaa!
got tht fucking smile on my face today.
I look prettier with smiles, i came to notice. HAHA.
Well, everyone does right?
Wait, no, not everyone.
Ok shut up Leen.
Bye bitch. (;

Labels: W

Roasted Peanuts.

Heyyyyyyyy sup?!
woke up this morn and throat was doing okay (Y) Like finally!
So my voice is back, can sing more the next time i go jamming. Nyehahaaaaa!
Ok ah soo. Baby semalam malam, just before i wna sleep; woaaaaah sweeeeeeeet! Mchm terharu gitu for a moment, cos i didnt expect him to even had the thought to wish me. (; So yup.
okay anyway, watched Twilight just now. i was like wtffffffffffffffffffff, itu lagi manis! Ahah, kay whatever.
Gonna play Rock Riot now. kay bye. Love you guys. (;

Dont try and test me cos you'll get a reaction
Another drink and im ready for action
I dont know who you think you are
But making people scared wont take you very far
- Lily Allen. Gotta love her songs, right? :D

Ok, i love william. Ok, duh right? Hahah :}

Replaaaaaaaaaaaaay!

Ok, so lets start.

Happy Birthday HottiE'zzati & Iman .

Yeah, headed down to play RockBand today. Fucking awesome i tell you! If you dislike rock then thats just sad. Nyehaha! Had sore throat but i sang i sang i sang woooooooooooo ~ !
ok i dont really have much to talk about. uhmmmmm so yeaaaaaaa ~
Lets just leave you guys a song ok? Heeeeeee!
enjoi ~

BRING IT BACK DOWN, BRING IT BACK DOWN TONIGHT
NEVER THOUGHT I'D LET A RUMOR RUIN MY MOONLIGHT

WELL SOMEBODY TOLD ME
YOU HAD A BOYFRIEND
WHO LOOKED LIKE A GIRLFRIEND
THAT I HAD IN FEBRUARY OF LAST YEAR
ITS NOT CONFIDENTIAL
IVE GOT POTENTIAL

IM READY, LETS ROLL INTO SOMETHING NEW

WELL SOMEBODY TOLD ME
YOU HAD A BOYFRIEND
WHO LOOKED LIKE A GIRLFRIEND
THAT I HAD IN FEBRUARY OF LAST YEAR
ITS NOT CONFIDENTIAL
IVE GOT POTENTIAL

Still mine. Still fly. (;

Labels: W

Compromise.

You cant see how its supposed to be. But William Baby did that for me. How cute. (: i love you so so much. Mwahxz.

Nothing else i can say.

Hey.
slept at 5 last night and woke up at 930, and got back to sleep till 130.
Ah, Atiqa introduced me to Joseph Vincent.
I love acoustics. His covers are just so (Y)
Heres one more. Hehe.

Yeah, blame it. Just blame it.

Acoustic.

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
Ive had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I dont mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get insecure
It doesnt matter anymore

Its not always rainbows and butterflies
Its compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my doors always open
You can come anytime you want

I dont mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

My song. (;

Violence.

Pigtures still not completed. Shes gg for SI, i cant bug her just yet. Nyehaha. okay update agn later i guess. Bye. Love you guys.

Bring it on ar bitch .

He's just sweet, trust me. (;

Dear.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n4Bgl5FPhvE
i love this song, love her voice. (:

went out with her just now, bought a baaaaaag. Nyehaha. ok wheres the pigtures girl~? hmmms. glad i went out just now, had a hell of a time. (;

Gotta love both. (:

and i fucking love AAR. God damn it. <3

i loike the way you.

two words .
Skinny Bitch.
Nyehaha! *winks back*

i thought so.

cut this damn post. grandmum granddad WakYah WakLan are back today! Luvluvluv! they brought us stuff. (Y) hehe.
going out tmr i think, with Mom. going to hunt for Diva. seriously i want to buy clothess tho i have like a few which i have not worn yet. but, oh well. && i think i finally know whats wrong with myself. yknow, bout my previous post. ^^ i know whats the matter already. Haiy. whatever. i wna keep whats in me in me. (:

Nights, i love William. Yummmyyy. i want to go shop w Baby but we are both broke HAHAHA. whatever. syng my boo!

Brainwashed

i look trannified, but whatever.
i really feel like going out but my self-confidence is crashing. i mean i want to go out and when plans are done i dont feel like going out anymore. i worry so much bout this and that. what matters and what doesnt. who are those im going out with. how should i dress when im going out with this person or that. im not being who im supposed to be. Did i grow up according to plan? Haiy. whats the matter Leen? i should be proud of how i am but everytime i look at other girls i cant help but to think they are just so pretty!!! maybe im just paranoid or something. i should just be loving myself for being who i am right? i dont have to be like anyone to be pretty right? and so what if im not pretty right? ahh damn it. i look at myself and nothing is ever enough. why do i have a life like this. why cant i be like other girls? oh wait, no. i dont want to be like other girls, no, ew. Ew ew ew. im better of myself. Yes. im pretty the way i am, if not outside then on the insides. Love yourself, Leen. Be confident. (:
i miss Baby, ystd we texted for long. i love Baby, i love how he understands me here and there. imma give him what i got for him when i meet him. He went to play soccer or something. Love Baby. :}
Nyai and the rest are coming back tmr. (Y) Miss them so so much, gonna hug and cry i think. Hehe xD
i want to go out with Atiqa/William baaaaaaaadly. ): i miss them two much. Faster go out ah~ lol.
& MD outing also, i cant wait sia. i want go for picnic at Marina Barrage. or hweva its spelled. oh cmoooon~! *winks*
okay i think i typed enough.
Bye, love you guys. (;