im still , \m/

Friday was the last day of school .
afta sku , skate 9 hours continuously .
ahah , however its spelled .
afta sku , headed back , changed , skate with Amirah .
& thn she met up and left w/ Syamim .
so i skate alone .
then i texted Shafiq .
he was ridin' , thn he joined me .
then Shafiq called in _____ .
so he came and we skate etc till nine plus .
talked to _____ .
blasted music in my ears when i was alone .
nobody was thr , so i skate as fast as i could to and fro .
turn and slide all .
i thought of everyone who said that it was a waste of time .
who said sarcastic remarks like , "why ? no place to skate is it ?"
who said they wanted to quit .
you guys like to anyhow assume ah .
i listen from hardcore rock , to heavy metal , to emocore , to rock ballad .
sialah .
thn Shafiq suddenly appear behind me so yah .
act normal .
oh yah , HottiE'zzati joined in as well .
yerps , Shafiq treated me to a Coke .
ohya , report bk was also given back .
hmmmmmmmmm .

Saturday , woke up noon .
went to take madr test .
haha not open bk but we make like open bk .
all share answer .
afta that atiqah came over mine to skate .
thn Shafiq also came .
but only fr like 1 hr .
atiqah had to go , so sent her to traffic light .
homed .
ahh , my results are srsly bullshit !.

Sunday ,
I MISS ______ !
wtf .
gg to th Doctor's agn tmr .
hols schedule's tight .
upcoming week's AYG practices ;
TUESDAY 8am-12nn
WENDESDAY 8am-12nn
THURSDAY 8am-12nn
FRIDAY 9am-5pm
waddafs .
nvm i will heal soon .
& i gotta put aside time for _____ , ______ , & ________ .
haix .

william bby has been sleeeping fr the whole day .
im cravingg fr this boy .
hehe , i l o v e y o u ! =P

kenashotbang !

Wednesday .

MY HAIR IS WILD ! [ PS . i jump so high , the board jump like -.-! ]

i know , cool right . ^^ [ PS . same goes fr this . ]

Amirah casper .

feat Syamim \m/



while skatin' , a policeman walked past .
i smiled and he smiled back .
LOL .

while skatin' , a chinese fat guy came .
he started to talk to us in Chinese .
Amirah said , " who bu zhi dao . "
then he talked somemore , pointing at our boards .
then i said , " wo pu ming pai ! "
howeva its spelled .
then he walked away .
lol much .

ahh , 630pm head home .
gyeahs .

btw ,
WADS THE FUCKING POINT OF GOING TO SCHOOL WHEN TEACHERS ARE ALWAYS ABSENT ?!
went to sku and had 5 periods in canteen .
wtfs that about ?
& i got fucking scolded .
not my fault wad !
shouldve NEVER taken th job !
thanks ah !
tmr still need go do .
wish me the best ah .
kene marah pon kene marah ahh .
last week of sku anyway .
who cares ?!

tk phm Skate Fr Life eh ?
HEH .









NotOkay .

ADNAN SAIDI <3

so yeahs .

19May09 ,
" shut up lah you black shit . "
maths 2nd period was taken up by Ms Ham or somein .
giving out Chinese papers .
i was sleepg .
then suddenly jiafu shouted ,
AMALINA , YOU GET HOW MUCH ?
i replied ,
I PASS LAHHSXZ !
LOLLLLLLLLLL .

today 26May09 ,
went to Learning Journey .
BEST SIAA !
went to Kranji War Memorial , Ford Factory etc .
saw th Kranji Cemetery . its like fucking awesome .
i mean , felt so fucking honored to have all those brave soldiers representing my own country & fighting on & on until they die .
like , how many men would take that up nowadays ?
& then theres that 16-year-old guy , Papayya .
youngest of th lot who died . i pity him so much .
he was killed by accident cuz of fucking laggingness in th spreading of th news .
he didnt even get to celebrate his 21st birthday .
so i placed some flowers on his tombstone . *salutes*
then we went to the walls where they carved out all the names of the soldiers .
there was Left. Adnan Saidi's .
told Tessa to take a pix of it .
will upload when i get it .
ahaks , so nw i feel like crying .
if i had all th chances in th world ,
i wna meet all these soldiers .
i wna thank them face to face .
i wna feel them .
*salutes*

thn bla3!~
kena stare by HendersonSec Mynahhs .
hoho , thx eh . ^^

Leen \m/ says:
the Henderson Sec minah all stare2 aku sei tapi
lolss .
AtiqaDEYHH[ADP] ;D ' SkaterGrapher . AdamLambert , still da best (: says:
LOL
they nvr stare at me
you knw why ?
cause the guys stare at me .
xd
jk .
HAHAH !

ROFL !.

Tanjong Katong girls also stared at me .
thn at one point keshini went BITCH .
thn Jovin was like , who you calling bitch ?
thn a TK guy who was walking past shouted "NOT ME ."
ahahahaks !
in th theatre watching th movie thingy , theres this interviewee .
her name's Aminah .
everytime she appears , Yingzhong & Jiafu will turn and stare at me .
lol , thx eh .

yah , thn headed back .
711-ed to buy Mrs.Field's ChewyFudge cookie .
fucking pleasure .

skating soon .
i lurve skating .
\m/

oh & aku takkan caye sampai aku nampak kay ?
k best .

260509 ♥






INeedASoldier .

READ .

Wednesday 20th May ; feat . Amirah . { im in BAPE shirt }
Thursday 21st May ; feat . Amirah , Syamim . { im in jersey }
Friday 22nd May ; feat . Amirah , Keshini . [ aidie joined me after they left ] { im in yellow camp shirt }
Saturday 23rd May ; feat . Amirah , Syamim , Aidie , Naufal , Irsyad , Atiqah . lol . { no pix . }

NAH , PICTURES . :D

amirah at th back :D

they danced !









lol . "casper" .
oldschool kickflip .
OLLIE YANG TK MENJADI-JADI ! *grr*

my mynah pose { ? } :D

NAIL IT .

seh ka te

D:heys .
im done with skating today .
6 hours , another 6 hours to go .
full updates/pictures/etc afta tmr .
alot guys , all pro skaters .
haiyahh , wish me luck .
gna try to enjoy byk2 tmr .
must , kay , Leen .
dont care bout your sickness .

william , sorry fr scolding you .

aidie , thanks fr listening .

amirah , thanks fr everything .

& read this :


Leeи \m/ says:
eh i wna come .
[c=49][u]boo-hoo[/u][/c] [b]Liverpool[/b] [s]Manu[/s] says:
cnfirm ke tak ?
Leeи \m/ says:
when ah ?
[c=49][u]boo-hoo[/u][/c] [b]Liverpool[/b] [s]Manu[/s] says:
kalau tak salah 26 july
tapi today tickets da out
Leeи \m/ says:
hw much ?
[c=49][u]boo-hoo[/u][/c] [b]Liverpool[/b] [s]Manu[/s] says:
88
Leeи \m/ says:
lol
k nvm
anw i support manu .
haha
[c=49][u]boo-hoo[/u][/c] [b]Liverpool[/b] [s]Manu[/s] says:
thn dnt come
haha

* notetoself : dont give up . ohh-lie !




skateordie.

currently chatting with Amsyar Skater .
best !
:D

SKATE .

see th pix above ?
MY BOO .
woo , mine alone !.
hes my pain & my victory .
pix are unedited .
want closeup views of da board ?
call me , gimme a date & skate with me .
would be best if you teach me somein too , hahas .

Aidie's th first to skate on it .
Amirah's th first to skate on it with me .
still , i want Amsyar to sign my name on it .
& i want him to do th welcome tricks fr me .
HAHAHA .
oh & ofcourse , thanks Aidie for choosing/purchasing it for me last night .
thanks Momma fr convincing Dad and buying it fr me !
WOO ~ !


& i know that when my boo breaks ,
he'll still fucking hell mine .
\m/ !

upcoming ;
Saturday . :]






FORTHOSEWHOSABOUTTOSKATE,ISALUTEYOU!.

Little Girl , Little Girl.

mainly gna be bout ytd .
another long post .


yeah , Momma woke me up @ ard 730am .

Momma : nk gy jb tk ?
Me : uhh ? saperh ikot ?
Momma : Mama ngan Papa jer .
Me : aidie tk ikot ?
Momma : tk .
Me : ahh . tknk ahh . *goes back to sleep*

thn Amirah texted asking if i was gg jb .
she said dont go , lol .
she looking frwrd to sk8 uh .
thn afta dat Momma called at ard 1hr later .

Momma : kaklina , kalau aidie gy kaklina gy tk ?
Me : entah . mcm mls ar .
Momma : aidie gy tawu . nk gy tk ?
Me : uhh .
Momma : kalau nk gy bangun skg [blablabla ~]
Me : uh . mls ar .
Momma : kay lah tkpe . bye .
Me : Mmm . *goes back to sleep*

thn Momma texted me saying :
Tought want to look at skateboard for you .

I IMMEDIATELY SHOT OUT OF BED SIAA !

i was like ,
WHAAT ! SERIOUS OR WHAT !

then aidie called saying hes going thn he asked me to go so i showered and everything and then left hse at ard 945am . i know itd take a very long time so i texted Aidie saying "eh slow ckit ar ." then he said said im th one who should hurry .
it really sucks cuz i had to bus , and thn train all th way to Woodlands alone .
thank God there was Amirah to accompany me till i reached thr thru text . :D
thanks Amirah .
reached Woodlands bus interchange and saw only Momma and Dadda :] HAHAHA . i reached earlier than Aidie . so when he reached i was like "eh , i ask you to slow ckit bukan slow byk ." thn he was like , ya lah ya lah ~ ! :D so we waited fr th bus for a VERY LONG TIME . finally got on it and vrooooom to kastam . :D

at th customs Dad wanted to go to th biometric thingy thing thing .
go alr Momma passed thru . thn my turn . did alot alot times .
thn okay alr th door didnt open . i looked at Dad .
thn got th policewoman come and ask me , "dek , umur adek brape ?"
i looked at Dad , cuz i forgot my age for th sec , thn turned back to her and said , "uh , fourteen !"
thn she was like , "oh , 14 tk boleh syg , kena pegy th other side ."
and i was like , "oh , haha , okay ."
so me & Aidie went to th other side .
Aidie was like "your father joker ahh !"
lol . thn i told Dad "haha police loves me ."
k nvm . -.-!

yah then breakfast @ Kenny Rogers .
haha turned to Aidie and said , "eh , i love ______ ."
he turned to me and said , "still ?"
and i ws like , "YA LAHH !"
thn eat talk , eat talk , eat talk .
thn started our shopping adventure . :D

haha aidie & me ordered same thing in th end . -.-!

left : mine . messy . left baked bean fr aidie .

right : aidie's . clean . left mac&cheese fr me .

Starbucks ; aidie tk habes2 ngan mango drink .

Starbucks ; dark berry mocha . powerr .



first up ,
Aidie's Skate Bag .
walked walked walked ard .
tkde sio . dah nak give up hope .
but thn entered this shop thn we asked th guy if they sell it .
& hell yeah they do .
so gyeahs checked em out and Aidie liked one of it .
was a Fallen bag .
was nice , can cover th deck . :D
yah thn when Momma & Dad asking bout price etc he turned to me and whispered ,
" eh , mintak your Mom one also ah . "
lol i gave it a shot and yes ! Momma lemme buy one too !
mines an Adio .
wanted th Emerica one but i guessed th Adio one was more me .
theres skulls on it .
& i just realized imma Punk Rock kinda girl . :D
teehee .

Mine . :]
Aidie's . :]

secondly ,
my skateboard .
haha fuck it .
full skateboard for rm500+ ?
Little Boy , Little Boy
You Dirty Liar .
buying one in Spore on Thursday .
deal with it .

walked ard some more i wanted to buy tops but there werent any that i liked .
whn we were almost heading home , aidie said he wanted to round th mall one more time .
so since Momma & Dad was waiting for Kak Yy , aidie & me rounded th mall one last time .
he wanted to spend his 50bucks . he wanted to buy somein for his girl . but didnt know what .
so he bought this pants instd .

homed in 169 . Aidie distrubed Hafiz . lol , krg ajar .
yeah at home , Dzul was so damn cute .
i threatened to eat his Coffee Bun thn he got angry .
he took this fake plastic beetle and put it in my chair when i got up to take a drink .
when i came back he was with this super evil smile and super evil laughter / chuckle and walking in a SUPER EVIL MANNER !.
you know , like those Tom & Jerry cartoons where th bad one will walk with shoulders up and shortened neck .
SUPER CUTE LAHH .
HAHAHAHA .
& he did th \m/ sign with his hands .
fucking cute lah this boy .
haha i played Cooking Mama in his Nintendo DS until i fell asleep .
:D









cuz imma show you , im fucking gna be who you dont expect me to be .

cuz imma tell you , who i really fucking wna be .
cuz imma prove to you , by being who i fucking wna be , alls not lost .
cuz i dont want you to love me for who you want me to be ,
but i want you to love me for who i want to be .

its hard , but i will prove to you .

that it will be worth . & hardcore .

ICANTFUCKINGHELLWAIT!.

haha showed Momma this pix and she said that its hot .
WOOOOOO ~ ! =D

kay today theres nothing much .
met Sheril today , haha .
went home with her .
wondering if i should go jb tmr .
supposed to skate today too .
fuck .
i miss him .









$60 to go .

\m/

yo :D
this post is for 150509 . :]

i went to school for 1 hour only .
HAHAHAH .
paper was kinda cake .
went home , watched movie , played com .
thn ard 145 siap-ed . lol .
thn Atiqa texted me to come down .
so gyeahs i went down , met her .
we went to blk 230 to sk8 .
thn went to eat .
Atiqa lightheartedly treated me to a green apple ice blended .
thanks aye girl . :DDDDDD
kay , so yeah , we sk8 some more until it started raining .
so we went under my blk and sk8 until th rain ceased .
at five we headed to th bus stop .
we sk8 there until six .
haha , fun sia .
everytime a bus arrives and passes ,
Me & Atiqa will do the \m/ sign .
& everyone inside will turn and stare at us .
HAHAHA .
but inside th bus were like all oldies .
so boring , ahaks .
howeva ,
in one of th busses , HottiE'zzati alighted .
i was like , holy crap ?!.
HAHAHA .
then i asked her to sk8 but she dont want .
she wearing Vans alr . LOLLLLL .
ah , so yeah .
oh , & we saw Matthew at th other side of th road .
we waved to him , but he kept looking around .
LOL LAHH .
he like so blur , but we still never give up , keep waving .
but he still look around . -.-!
so gyeahs ,
busses came , Atiqa took one of em .
homed at ard 630 .
showered , helped grandma out with a lil cooking , thn pengsan .
hehs , slept for 1 hour .
woke up and went online .
doing what i am nw .
i skate .
& i fucking love it .











rockin' up mtv .

\m/

recently , in my life .

i am addicted . i am addicted . i am addicted . i am addicted . i am addicted .
i am addicted . i am addicted . i am addicted . i am addicted . i am addicted .
i am addicted . i am addicted . i am addicted . i am addicted . i am addicted .
i am addicted . i am addicted . i am addicted . i am addicted . i am addicted .
i am addicted . i am addicted . i am addicted . i am addicted . i am addicted .

yes i am , since 8th May .
i miss placing my two feet on that board .

i wna skate . i wna skate . i wna skate . i wna skate . i wna skate . i wna skate .
i wna skate . i wna skate . i wna skate . i wna skate . i wna skate . i wna skate .
i wna skate . i wna skate . i wna skate . i wna skate . i wna skate . i wna skate .
i wna skate . i wna skate . i wna skate . i wna skate . i wna skate . i wna skate .
i wna skate . i wna skate . i wna skate . i wna skate . i wna skate . i wna skate .

Dad doesnt really like th idea of me skating .
cuz hes afraid i might break my bones .
LOL .

I MISS _____ . I MISS _____ . I MISS _____ . I MISS _____ . I MISS______ .
I MISS _____ . I MISS _____ . I MISS _____ . I MISS _____ . I MISS _____ .
I MISS _____ . I MISS _____ . I MISS _____ . I MISS _____ . I MISS _____ .
I MISS _____ . I MISS _____ . I MISS _____ . I MISS _____ . I MISS _____ .
I MISS _____ . I MISS _____ . I MISS _____ . I MISS _____ . I MISS _____ .

i fall in love .
aww .
thanks , Chad Aidie .
lol .










Skaterboy .

\m/

hi .
kay , so i just came back .
k , so today i woke up at noon cuz i slept at ard 1am last night .
lol , thn 230pm left for madr .
fun . free .
thn went home chatted .
aidie's mom told me he was coming amk .
& HE DID .
thn he called me saying he was at amk with Amsyar & Azeck .
xDDDD
i wanted to go but didnt want to go .
but i frantically looked for my skinnies .
found it and asked Momma for permission .
SHE ALLOWED ME TO GO .
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ~ !
I LOVE YOU MOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM ! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
so gyeahs we went and then i sit innocently and watched them sk8 .
i was like embarrased to the fullest . xp
Azeck was like , eh sk8 ahk , aku dgr kau boleh sk8 ?
and i was like , uh ? yahyah ~
so yah in th end i went to one corner and do myself . hmpf .
thn Amsyar was like , sk8 pat sini ahk .
and i was like , tkpe :D !
thn i did one complete oldschool kickflip , landed , and fell on my back .
i was like , WOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH !
coolness sia they sk8 .
they ollie/kickflip down that thing .
ahh tk fair .
nvm , one day i also can do .
kay , my ankle has worsen and my other leg hurts as well .
im tired . + ytd's tiredness that still hasnt gone off .
so goodbye .











HEADBANG !

\m/

Friday , 8th May 2009 was a fucking awesome day !

lemme tell you what happened .
well , th day started kinda sucky actually .

afta sku went down to meet Syamim , Ashiqin , Amirah .
ate cookies . lotsa them . :D
afta that Syamim , Amirah wanted to go cb mac .
Ashiqin went home i think .
Me ? i cabbed to Sengkang Buangkok ! :DDDDDDDD
went to aidie's place uh .
thn reach alr i fall asleep for like , 45mins [ ?!. ]
thn woke up Momma said go Sakura to eat .
so okay i went thr and we ate . i didnt realize i was so hungry until i started eating . xp
afta that went to da playground place thingy .
huhu , camwhored ~~ !
after ard 2hrs we went back up .

lappy-ed for awhile thn at ard 7pm aidie came back .
gyeahs so he told me hes doing kickflip alr .
i was like hecksxz ~ ?!.
thn i told him to show me .
thn Momma said we going home alr .
but in th end she let us go dwn :D !
so gyeahs went down then he sk8 until i like cnnt tahan alr .
so he let me play .
thn he teach me old school kickflip .
i do thn the board only turn 180degrees . -.- ?
tried3 then Momma said going back alr . haiyahh , so okay , went back up .
but thn aidie coming over to my place . woo ~ !
so he brought his board .
thn reach amk , we sk8 bwh blk .
pat .
hetic .
BUT !
i still managed to do it .
WOOOOO ~ !
aidie : wah , i took 2 weeks to do sei . you only take one day .
leen : one night .
aidie : chy wah ~ okaylah , fine , one night .
LOLLLLLLLLL .
i was like so happy . -.- !
[ not exaggerating luh eh . ]
thn afta that i went up to put my bag and everything at home thn we went to th open space at blk 230+ .
thn i was like , " kay uh , aidie , my feet dah pedih . teach ollie , teach ollie . "
thn he teach . but i couldnt get the board to like jump . idk why .
we skate from like 830-1030pm .
Momma never scold sia .
i luv you Mum <3 Rusyaidi . :]
Rusyaidi . :]
Leen . :]
Dzulfadzli ! xD
Dzulfadzli ! xD
Leen . Missing da shoes man ! taken by Rusyaidi :]



kay , nights luvlies ! :D














& today , Lifes a Blessing . :)