hustleen :]

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Guys talking criminal turns me on.. ;)
What about you?

Turn your blood green

JUST IMAGINE going out and about,
walking here and there,
leaving your footprints;
just by walking on mud or soil.
leaving your fingerprints;
just by holding on to a railing, or a glass window.
leaving your saliva;
on cups you drink from, or utensils you used.
leaving your hair;
fallen, maybe, anywhere.
leaving your ka-chinggs;
to those stuff sellers.
leaving your look;
to those who actually see you.
Too much CSI, maybe, but it freaks me out.
When i die, i wanna make it easy for those who're lookin for my cause of death.
ANYWAY, today had so much disappointment =.=
Dont wanna talk about it.
Ummm yeah.
Ten minutes to 10, time for The Mentalist.
I love Tuesday nights.
Why
cuz Tuesday nights are Crime Nights.
Woohoo! :D

Monday, November 29, 2010

Dates

Friday went like..
Up @ six > LaSalle > Mac breakfast United Sq > AMK Library > AMKHub > KFC > AMKHub > Home > Sleep for an hour > LaSalle > Novena's VeloCity mall place thingy > KFC (Black Pepper Chicken was awesome but only the skin was all peppery and pretty much not so explosive but yumm) > H2H talk with that woman > Mad beggar =.= > Cool cut-out side silhouettes of ourselves > Man nurses checking us out > Donut > Bused home
IT WAS SO TIRING.
Saturday went like..
Up @ idk what time > Kranji > Bused to immi > Passed fast > Bused to immi > 45 FREAKING MINUTES OF WAITING FOR OUR PASSPORTS TO GET CHOPPED kns > Breakfast @ Stonegrill thingy yumm yumm freaking awesome stuff i tell you > Went around > Hotel > Step Up (awesome practically watched this with brudder HA) > Miami Medical (Sick stuff. And i mean s i c k) > The Net (Mad frustrating show got my head bursting like erghhhhhpssscccht =.= but awesome BUT i > Fell asleep
Sunday went like..
Hotel blacked out > Woke up @ eight plus > Breakfast @ Hotel > Greg-ed on phone ♥ > Sat lobby w Dad watching (prev) > Bathtubbed > Out and about > Home > Knockout till Monday six am
Monday going like..
Up @ six am > Read and etc till around noon > Teevee > Showered > Salt > Greg ♥ > Waiting for birthday boy Dzul to come over :)
Just look at ♥'s face.
To go nutz for.
Happy 6th Birthday Dzulkurry :)

Thursday, November 25, 2010

How?

How do you make a decision when it comes to.
That is my passion but this is what i want?
Already feeling like i took the wrong combi for my Os.
Im a sad bitch.

Can only

So i guess i did have fun..?
LOL.
Malay dance was super unfocused :(
But jokes were good HAHA.
Then Harry Potter.
Surprisingly impressed me, i guess..
Unexpectly DAMN LONG DURATION though.
But, well enjoyed, well spent on.
Lin: *eats popcorn*
Adi: Movie havent start la dont eat! *grabs popcorn from me*
*Movie trailer thingy starts*
Lin: If the movie start already i throw you popcorn.
*Movie havent start*
Lin: *throws popcorn*
HAHAHAHA i know i didnt make sense but it was funny at the time LOL.
Harry: This is completely mental.
Hermione: Completely.
Ron: The world's mental.
around 9 minutes before the movie ended i turned to Adi and asked "Eh the ending is gonna leave us hanging there right?" AND THEN THE MOVIE ENDED LEAVING US HANGING THERE WTS!
Now i must wait max 2 years for Part Two.
Damn.
And scary stuff happened to me today.
Went home shaking like a freak.
Should i get the whole Season for 59.90?? Sounds good doesnt it ;)
Tomorrow's a new day, all outs.
Good day m8.

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Whuuuuuuuuuut

My life.
Bandung (Drink)
Harry Potter later.
Not a gr8 fan but.
Have fun Lin.
I love love love the Dzuls.
If only the world was full of them, it would certainly be a better place.
Sorry if da pictures double up or something, too lazed to delete.
Have a good week(end) ;)


























Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Whatever with your boyfriends already, girls.

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Usdshhssjjsjwjqh

Okay here's how it goes for me.
Sometimes I write things and I don't know why I do and sometimes it doesn't even link to my life.
HAHA gotcha didn't I? :B
Okay what am I talking.
Waiting for sissy to get ready then off to science center for CSI showcase or something??
Fawezsumez~
Feels damn good to have a car.
And I need a new tudung so freaking bad.

Oh and since da date still sticks to ystd, Happy Birthday Luqman..? Lol. :)

Friday, November 19, 2010

Klipz

In answering the previous post,
maybe i miss you ha thats why.
Anyhoo, outta town again this weekend bye.
Spread da love people.

Thursday, November 18, 2010

Wth were you doing in my dream :(

To hell with life

You people tell us to be ourselves, and then you judge us.
What is it that you - society - wants??
Even those who love you will try to change you.
Needless to say, YOU will try to change YOURSELF.
So who the hell are we actually?
Why the hell do certain people like us or talk to us or make friends with us?
Are they being a hell lot of themselves?
Or are they just like you?
Why the hell does those, who are hell perfect, keep being not themselves and are labelled as who they are hell not.
I think the reason people try to change themselves or are "not being themselves" and those who "try to be something else" is because people have already judged them and, obviously, dont like them for who the hell they really are.
And pictures lie so bad.
So what the hell man.
Be yourself or not??
This is me, how???
WHAT THE HELL IS IT THAT YOU - SOCIETY - WANTS?!?!?!

Monday, November 15, 2010

Wheres my future?

















I wanted to do Bio so bad but the freaking slides wont open. Dammit.
MCR did not steal other band's songs, just because their songs have the same title, whats in it is totally different.
And why is it raining?
I miss Obor i miss my long hair i miss performing i miss the skinny me i miss sweating out i miss my best friends i miss life early this year
I dont care if it hurts
I want to have control


SUPER GOOD STUFF (Y)

Cant we give ourselves one more chance?
Give love, give love, give love, give love, give love...
Cause love's such an old fashioned word
And love dares you to care for
The people on the edge of the night
And love dares you to change our way of
Caring about ourselves

Sunday, November 14, 2010

BLINDFOLDED

I turn my back on you
See i was blindfolded
Now im so sorry that youre gone, gone
I couldnt see the sun
But now its brighter baby
Now im so sorry that youre gone, gone
My days is colder
My nights is long aye
I havent seen you in a long time
Wont you come back again
I swear i promise baby
That, that nothing will go wrong, wrong
It seems like life is moving on
Dont know where where we went wrong
My friends are like "Man you gotta be strong"
Cant take the fact that youve been gone
Youre the reason i write this song
Seems like days just look so long
Cant figure out where i ran out of words to say
You smell like some sweet parade
I guess words cant speak for me
You dont know what you mean to me
Its like you showed up like a dream to me
A blue lookin like green to me
I sometimes cant sleep and eat
I still remember the scenery
I just hope that you come back
Dont know if we will ever be right
Oh can you find him
He lights my fire
I close my eyes sometimes and i feel you by my side, side
The more i dream reality it just dont seem right, right
I wonder why we sunk and died over night, night
So true, so true
Dont dont know if we will ever be right
Oh can you find him
He lights my fire
Just felt the need to type it all.
Much respect to the work of Theophilus London.
Hella awesome.
Took the quiz on facebook "Why are you still single?"
Answer; No is still courting me.
So true, uh uh so true.

For the first time

I think i know that you read these.
When youre driving in Malaysia and you roll down the windows and the wind keeps gushing in, mmm, smells like freedom.
Good weekend, looking forward to next few good weekends :)
And stupid Sims 3 wont install unless i have the Sims 3.
Stupid stupid stupid.
Im sure the bad outcome refers to my bad answers.
Perfect defect.
Better get good grades hor.
Which part of not clever do you not understand.

Friday, November 12, 2010

On a jet plane

Will be out of town over the weekend. :P
TEEHEE.
Byebye to Tafsir marks :/
Oh so i sort of felt that i dont feel it anymore.
Mkay wts.
I mean, im just not over the moon like how i used to feel.
In other words, ive learned to hold on to gravity.
HAHAHA okay errr.
Point is;
all those posts i said ill hold on..?
Yeah im over it. So damn over it.
For sure.
I wont go back.
I dont want to.
No matter what theyve said about you, all the good things and all.
I just dont want it anymore.
My heart has moved to somewhere, somewhere so open i dont feel it anymore.
I just dont see the point.
Youre done, im not.
I have moved.
But you can try.
Anyway Rockband today, 121110 :)
It was pretty awesome and i spent all my $$ LOL.
So much laughter and i am so fat haha.
Ok fleshy, whatever.
Whoa this is my first random real post in awhile.
Should i keep writing?
Ok ill keep writing.
So, what do i want to achieve this weekend??
Well, i just wanna eat my fill.
Nah.
Just those i know i cant get here.
Like Macarons, Eclairs, Cream Puffs.
You know im going mad crazy about Eclairs nowadays
Dont know why but they are just the sex.
And i wanna swim.
"No matter how much you wanna lose weight you just wont run."
Very true.
Id much prefer doing other things/sports.
Id even prefer running on a treadmill or around a stadium.
But in parks or school..keep wishing.
So hoping for a good weekend like last week :D
And good things to happen.
Pon De Floor by Major Lazer is such a funny song, keep laughing whenever i listen to it.
HAHAHAHA :P
Nights lurvers, good weekend ahead ya!.
HEHEHAHAHA :B

Thursday, November 11, 2010

N.R.

Everythings pretty much okay.
Just sayin.
SYF is killing me. :(
"Not saything this to pressurize you" seems like the most pressurizing line ever.
Just sayin.
Holla.

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Yes its my turn now :)

Monday, November 8, 2010

Breazey

Those times when you just think before you sleeep and thought about last night
"Did i make it that easy to walk right in and out of my life?"
- Almost Lover by A Fine Frenzy
And tonight was just goood with the three os ;)

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Fictional

today at Madrasah, i learned one new thing, maybe three.
Your life, you can change your fate.
But not your destiny.
Three steps.
1. Usaha
2. Doa
3. Tawwakal ( aint sure of spelling )
& i just thought, it makes sense.
Number 1, you have to put in effort in changing something, or in order to get what you want. Without effort, nothing will you gain.
Number 2, Doa. Always berdoa, the best way you calm yourself and let yourself realize things, and get closer to Him.
Number 3, Tawwakal. Serahkan your destiny to Him. Youve done your part, its time you let Him do His. Everything/Anything that happens, is His choice. If He permits, He will make it happen. If He doesnt, then He wont.
And you have to accept it.
Dont say that this is your fate.
You can make a change.
Especially to yourself.
I

Saturday, November 6, 2010




CREDITS TO NURUL ATIQA BTE ZULKIFNI ZAMAN ! :B
BUCK TEETH . HEHE .

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

To flowers who bloom in may . Hahaha

These are the kids who wrote us (below)







Icesyah.
Hey Lin! Aisyah aka Icesyah here. Nice meeting you throuh this camp. You guys look so hyper & fun to be with :D
Takpe, through FB or wtv means, we could get to know each other better.
STAY LOUD ALWAYS! :D
I had a great time in the 3 days of the camp. Everyone played a part in making this event memorable but you played more of a part. We were strangers at 1st but become friends.
Thank you and Nil Sine Labore.
Long live VS

Two of the letters i/we got.
I was wondering @ Icesyah's letter, am i loud?? HAHAHA.
& the one from VS,
all i could go was Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!
So effing thoughtful!
HAHA.
Yeah was sad cuz Obor has ended.
But it was so super fun ;) Hehehe
Its just sad that everything had to end when it just started.
But, heartthrob man.
So much laughter jokes disappointment hyperness finding out stuff and all.
Awesome.
Just fawesome.
I love yall Oborians.
HAHAHAHA :B
I could Obor all day