Why must they lie when we know the truth? Its hurts that much worse. Why do people have to change so far? For who? For the society or for themselves? For them to fit into society.. It just really hurts to just watch someone change so damn much. And you dont do anything about it, you cant. Plus, how dare they scold people for things they cant/dont do themself? I guess they know themselves best, but i honestly dont think they have any right to talk about others.
Nope theres no dislike here. Im just really, really utterly disappointed about..that someone.
& do they lie because they know what we will say/do? Because they dont want to hurt us? But finding it out in the end just hurts more, telling it in the last minute just hurts more.
I just feel that ive been a listening ear..and its now my turn.
For someone to listen to me.
But why do i find it so hard to let it out as well..?
For those who've disappointed others, im sure you've disappointed yourselves too.
And, well, its obvious aint it.
Ya'll are freakin liars.
Dear Mum because Mothers are angels specially sent down from God. Shes where i turn to, when i think im not deserving to God. So, Mum, i love you so much. :')
How do i get closer to you when you keep it all on mute how do i know the right way to love you usually the queens are figurin out beating down the man is no work out but i have no clue how to get through to you i wanna hit you just to see if you cry keep knocking on wood im such a fool im such a fool i such a fool
Lin Said says: haha i bet its filled with =.= and :/ and haha and hmm and Aideal says: yeah la cos of you right Lin Said says: hahaha no cuz of you! :B Aideal says: the hehe's and haha's and ^^ and and :B all yours okay
(Y) Hehehahaha ^^ :B
Me ouh mkay hehehahaha eh i miss you sia not kidding LOL 11:42pmLufias haha... miss u too dohh... btw mind passing ur num.? so can keep in contact.. Lufias erm, gtg... anythinkx just gave me a text aites.... nk kemas umah lah\ hehe bye tc 11:50pmMe hahaha alrights thanks dude nights take care with love! 11:50pmLufias love , lufias sacyioka 11:50pmMe :D
After that went home, slept from two plus to five, up and got ready to go back to school.
YOG PUNISHMENT PARTY!.
Hella awesome.
Dance, games, food, dance, scoldings, dance.
HAHAHA.
I realize this year all the break fasts i had out of home with friends is during YOG.
HAHA. (Y)
The eclair nice seh.
Anyway, got official YOG goodie bag!. Took the black one. Its perdyy.
Danced the routine again and then went home.
Reached home at around eight thirty, hurried to shower and everything.
Packed, and at around nine fifteen, left for mosque.
Qiyamulail Camp!!!!!!
I reached at around nine thirty plus and Atiqah & Melati were waiting for me. :P
So put my bag in the room and went to auditorium for Quran reading.
The first guy was real good, then the second and third guy went on and their voices were to deep.
They were so fast, i couldnt catch up.
Sigh.
& then the Ceramah..
About Parents.
I admit it was pretty sad, my eyes watered but i didnt really cried..
It hit my fear nerve not my sad nerve.
Proceeded to rooftop to do some other things.
Sofia was like, eh you bought the same phone as me!
And i was like, Yeah! Its like sexyyyyyyy right!?
Sofia was like, hahaha yeah!
Asked her some stuff bout the phone.
I dont know.
Now i think its more like im living in fear of the things i do or do not do.
And/Or fear of death..
It seems so near yet so far.
Texted Mum to seek forgiveness :)
Supper then.
Just drank a lil' and ate threequarter of a cupcake.
Then off to washup and rooms to sleep.
By the time we got done it was like already one am.
We talked till around one thirty ahaha.
Atiqah & i didnt want to sleep so yeah.
Talked and ate all night.
One by one group went silent, Melati slept too ahaha!
We laughed and texted.
We "fell asleep" in the last fifteen minutes.
Then woke up and changed back.
At around four went for prayers, 3 prayers altgt.
Eyes were like half closed, mind half asleep ahahaha!
:(
And then had Sahur, rice and chicken and tea :(
I wanted plain water so much.
Subuh then.
Ended at six thirty, and then debrief and at around seven dismissed.
Home with Iman str8 haha.
Reached home and slept until, buka.
Consistently being asked to wake up to pray just when i was about to fall asleep tho.
Haha.
So yeah it was pretty fun, saw some faces i havent seen for quite awhile.
But got totally shagged i am still sleepy..
But overall, was okay, pretty fun. :D
I wanna camp with Atiqah, Melati, Sofia, Aquila, Maisarah again!!
Ahahaa. Oh and saw Nadhirah too. :D
My results sucks.
Why uh? What the heck happened?
I refuse to say its because of dance.
Secondary Three has been like, such a huge confusion.
About like almost everything.
I hope i can make it.
:'(
Sigh i am such a loser.
Lin Said says: hahaha but you saw my brother right~ he wore green today like you AHAHAHAHAHA :B Ideal - we'll be a dream! says: yeah i sawww in fact every minute i saw him haha *will see Lin Said says: HAHAHA how can that be i thought hes too tiny to be noticed HAHA Ideal - we'll be a dream! says: haha not cos of the size but his voice i hardly had any sleep cos the P6 boys very noisy(incl. iman)
Atiqah's joke of the night: Lin: Kau cakap dengan dia aper? Kau eh? Atiqah: *pause* Moo. AAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!. Mkay inside joke i guess. Hehe :P
Ideal - we'll be a dream! says: well don't let your CA dampen you laa. Pick yourself up and work towards it. I'm sure you can
