Making love out of nothing at all

I can make the runner stumble
I can make the final block
And i can make every tackle at the sound of the whistle
I can make all the stadiums rock

I know just how to fake it
And i know just how to scheme
I know just when to face the truth
And then i know just when to dream

And im never gonna make it like you do
Making love out of nothing at all

I miss D3K pretty badly~

Funny old haircuts

I dont know what to say

Its like that every day

Never felt this way

Yeah yeah~

I love that thing you do.

I love that thing you do.

I love that thing you do.

Ressilyernce

Just like blood my dreams flow through,

Veins with clogs and big holes too,

There are countless of times my steps gone wrong,

But i will not fail i will stay so strong.

Next four lines, i really dont know.

I ate your blue hairband and swallowed it

If i scratch your back, you need to scratch mine.

:)

Been raining all day, maybe i should sleep~

N i guess its okay cuz i dont really need you there for the whole 3 hours..

Although i think its completely INsane that they dont understand that you have something on..but well i guess theyre paying for it..

Baking tomorrow, hope its a success harr harr.

Oh wow, i hear the sound of the rain, and the raindrops falling onto the floor, and i can smell the fresh scent of rain and grass, and the touch of cool air breezing on my skin and i wish i could hear your voice....

cuz im sick and tired of hearing mine.

Ha ha, nighties everyone, stay happy as can be~

Muchachas~

Somewhat amazing, technology is.

Again tonight? Fuck la Lin whats the matter with you. I feel no love. Wherever i am. Its either someone else or everyone else but me. Stop it la Lin everyone else is so freakin tired too la stupid.

Pessssssssssssssssssi

Ugh today awesomely tiring.

PT is so so so so so so so so so so so so SO COOL to me HAHAHA!!

Sweat today, n ate a pizza. Boo.

Muscle around my pelvis hurts like crazy thanks to a after-a-long-time-never-do attempt to a split.

Ughh pain.

Tomorrow is fucking alone day.

Hope it gets better after school.

Saturday n Sunday, i still have to wake up early.

I have had a change of my schedule/sleeping time now.

Been (TRYING) to sleep early and waking up early.

It works, working early in the morning, when everything's so silent and shiok.. :)

But i cant seem to wake up any earlier than 545, dont ask why.

Oh my God.

I seriously cant stand having a tired mind and an aching muscle near my pelvis.

I dont know what the hell i need right now.

Sleep, more sleep, alot of sleep, some csi, some excercisin, some hobby, some readin, some runnin, some dancin, some laughin, some eatin.. i dont the hell know..

But one thing for sure that i know i want is..

a warm hug in someone's strong arms. :)

N maybe a food processor n some scones ha ha!

One continuous camerashot

Oooh the new embed code thingy thing very cool :B

HEHE.

Today so fine.

So so fine.

So so so so so so so so so so so so fine.

:P

Cant wait for tomorrow's dance.

Although everyday so tired so tired n so tired again.

But Friday.. :(

So, yeah.

I sorta found out something.

Instead of people seeing me as weak or quiet or shy..

i realized they see me as fierce or tired or sleepy.

Say whuuuuut..

So the song up there is my latest addiction now harr harr.

Thanks to Keshini n Adi~

HAHAHAHAHA.

Ok im gonna bzz off now.

Love yall.

Hey, hey, hey daddy~

Love is what love does

Oh how great, now im in love with your laughter.
It is just so HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!
If i could hear it every single day with you, im guessin ill be smiling more..
:)

24th January 2011

Its never easy to let go.

Especially if its something, or someone, who have helped you to hold on for so long.

If its something, or someone, who made you who you are now, who has shaped you to become what you are now.

Its also hard to be the one spilling the beans.

Also hard to be the one holding on to the one who just got the blow.

And, you know, somehow what i said was almost what really did happen..

I thought this week would be lonely..

Well, lonely is what lonely does..

I hope i helped you in a way or two, or more.

I hope my silence helped because i dont know what choice of words would be appropriate for a time like this.

I hope by giving you hugs helped you know that i am always there for you, and so will there be others.

I hope by listening i helped you let some things you wanted to be out, be out.

I hope ive helped you any way i can, i will continue to do so.

And i hope it helps that ive cried with you, so you know that you are not alone, and whatever happiness or sadness you feel, i feel for you as well.

Say no more.

In the end,

nobody can confidently say that they will be living the next day.

:')

Nuramirah, be strong.

With much love.

Cookies!!

Ohh wow.
2nd?! R u kiddin!!!
This is my all time favorite.

First time watchin i;

1. didnt realize they only used one solid song because they were too awesome and

2. i seriously didnt notice ANY mistakes, they remembered all their steps.

But then after looking through the comments, i realized the one solid song n just loved it.

N after watching many many many times, i realized the little things that MAYBE had led them into 2nd.

BUT i still think they freakin deserve 1st place!!!!!!!!!!!

Sooo sick n tight!!

Look @ how synchronized(?) they are with and without blindfolds!!!!!!

So mad precise, so sharp, hitting the beats.

If this is 2nd, i dont know where the hell i am haha!

Can never get sick of this!

Look up to them like crazy!!

LOVE COOKIES!!!!!!!!

1357

I hate (the size of) my hips.
Just so i know, not everyone loves everyone n not everyone hates everyone.
Still believe there is good out there.
Nnnnnnn, my weekend just cant get much worse.
Bye homework im prolly not gonna touch you at all in the end.
If there is one thing im mentally really scared of, it would be failing, hands down.

Blog post 5 oh 5

Lucky for you, its just a crush and will eventually fade.
:)

Hope its as easy as it sounds.

& upcoming week is sounding pretty lonely. :/

Ctrl

Dont i cry.

Why cant they understand the way i feel

They just dont trust what they cant explain

I know we're different but deep inside us we're not that different after all

Dont listen to them

What do they know?

When destiny calls you

You must be strong

Dont i cry.

Oh my life deep inside just sucks, i feel im breaking i feel im missing i feel used i know we're different but deep inside us we're not that different after all but why do i feel we are all not the same, that we are so different, and i do not feel special for who i am but who you are.

Why.

So is it true that when you hate someone its because you dont have or are not a part of who they are? About to fall asleep with flowing wet cheeks n eyes im gonna look like a matdrug tmr.

Need you need you just fucking need someone.

N i want that fucking EAGLES.

Dont know how

N i keep getting reminded of the first time you smiled at me.
You have a smile to die for.
Uh.

And we will meet again

Its just weird how time made things change so much.

People i knew dont know me anymore.

People i didnt know now know me.

People i used to dont care about, now i want to talk to so bad.

People who used to like me now hates me.

People who used to hate me now likes me.

People who liked my friends now hates them.

Things i dont want to do now i want to.

Things i didnt want now i want.

People i didnt want now i want.

Maybe need.

Maybe im just dead tired, right now.

It was a nice afternoon.

Funny how i always end up helping people i dont want to help.

I am going insane, just completely insane.

Trouble trouble.

My mind went too far.

I have to go back.

Tired tired tired of wishful thinkings.

Do you really want.

Do you really want mehh~

501th post

I love a guy who wears long pants.
I wish theres a guy who could say the same for girls.
Or, rather, for me.

YOU SHOULD ALL TRY THIS IT IS SOO GOOD.
I ate my bread n butter pudding with strawberries (sprinkled with sugar, refridgerate n let syrup form) and it was just so so soo good, esp since its fresh.
Just finished eating it with a good Robin Cook's in bed while waiting for tuition on a cold cold day.
Enjoi~ :)

Quote of the day;
You can rely on Greg. Dont forget to get his opinion if youre stuck.
011011. 19:40:54
By Catherine Willows.

Got the mail while playing Deadly Intent.

Just when i really needed it. :)

A bite of my puddin~

Bread & Butter Pudding!!

Got the recipe from The Australian's Women's Weekly.

(A little adjusted as to how i "presented" mine)

Ingredients:

6 thin slices of white bread (270g)

40g butter, softened

4 eggs

1/3 cup (75g) caster sugar

3 1/2 cups (875ml) milk

1 tsp vanilla extract

1/2 cup (80g) sultanas

ground nutmeg or ground cinnamon

Steps:

1. Preheat oven 160/140 degrees celcius fan-forced.

2. Butter one side of bread and cut into cubes. Arrange cubes in your baking dish, butter-side up, overlapping slightly.

3. Whisk eggs, sugar, milk and extract in bowl. Pour half custard mixture over bread; stand for 10 minutes.

4. Whisk remaining custard mixture, add sultanas; pour into dish. Sprinkle with nutmeg or cinnamon. Stand dish in larger baking dish with enough boiling water to come halfway up side of dish.

5. Bake, uncovered, about 50 minutes or until custard is set.

Personally, i just love love love cinnamon so i put a fair bit at every layer of bread, along with the sultanas. (I keep spelling Sultanas as Sulatanas =.=)

And, yup, i also just love the crusty burntish part of the bread at the top. Super yumms.

Yup real simple, if you have any old leftover bread or whatever.

And in step four, you actually just put the pan with the bread mixture in a bigger pan filled with boiled water. Sort of like a double boiler but you touch the water. Its called a barin marie or something i think?? Ha!

Yeah bringing that to school tomorrow.

Its midnight dammit. Just stopped Case 2 @ CSI.

I'm under Greg for the case.

I love love love Greg Sanders.

Nights everyone, have a "good" week!

;)

Bite of my heart tonight~

Ooooh wow, today was exceptionally good.

Went over to TP's Open House.

It was real good.

I forgot to ask about cutoff points for the courses that i wanted =.= :/

Anyway, had a good time, spent the whole day there.

Plus, met some seniors, Kak Juls & Kak Atiqah~

Muchachas~

Hopefully i can do it.

And sorry for the lack of updates.

Readers droppin.

And i have my DNA in a small bottle now.

And i met a chinese version of Greg.

Ooooooh todays gooooood~

OH OH ~ I WANT SOME MORE ~ WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR ~ TAKE A BITE OF MY HEART TONIGHT ~

OH OH ~ I WANT SOME MORE ~ OH OH WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR ~ WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR ~ WHAT ARE YOU WAITINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG ~

OH I WONT SLEEP TONIGHTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Cutlet chops

Knocked out after everything n found out why. Effin period @ e wrong timing. Anw i managed to keep myself busy with school stuff for an hour just to skip an episode of The Mentalist which i dislikeeeeee(!!!) while its playing. For some reason my class got Temasek Poly fuck yeah!! My shorts r stained so i fucking dont have shorts to wear tmr and i got "the face" for staining it when i didnt even know i fucking did. Skirt dont fit, endless "youre so fat" from home n "go lose weight la" from outside home. And not to mention "my eyesight is 750+ plus degrees n i can still see your eyebags". Fml. Everything would be fine if those shit were absolutely the opposite of what it is. Urgh. FML.

Well alright.

Time check: 647am.
Mood: Sleepy as hell, alittle excited, tired, scared to death(?)
I wonder how the freshmen are feeling..
Well today marks the first day of Year 4th in my secondary school.
Dont feel the seniority at all..
Muahahaha~!

Maaaagic magic maaaagic ;)

Hiii watching Miami Vice while making Cupcakes now. Not those pretty ones, just traditional ones(?) with help from Mum. Tastes fantasticle. Lol. Anyway school has no more Reading Period. HOW FUCKED UP IS THAT ERGHHH. And i hope theres not much banding tmr :( pretty excited now. I dont know how to bring my Lunchbox :/ argh tmrs gna be so tiring but its ok i get to see Greg tmr night. Theres CSI @ 130am l8r, have a pretty tight feeling ill be staying up to watch because i havent watched Greg for daaaaays and tmr i will miss him ok im a freakin psycho harr harr. Mkay la have a good night everybody have a good rest ok. Miami Vice's guns are so fuckin cool ha.

1dayed

Shall cry tonight because holidays ends tonight.
Less than a year for Os.
I dont want it. I dont want going to school just to be divided into different bands once again, having to adjust into new classmates, having to be sure i have someone to sit with in every class, having to listen to new teachers, having to wake up early, having to make even more critical desicions, having to go through it all again, having a whole new same old change..
Im not ready for all this, never will be.
Maybe its just the fear of who i might not get to be.
Maybe its just the fear of the comments i might get..
I hate Lin.
I hate me........
Lol.....emo bull............