Rashie

(VERY NICELY) SAY HI TO MY THESE-RASHES-ARE-KILLING-ME FACE.

Had to borrow Mum's random sleeveless. As you can see. I feel like a mother.

Look at my favorite headband~!!!! ^^

Yet to study, me is failure.

WEEKEND WEEKEND

Hallo.
Weekend was fine, esp with real cute cousins around!! ^^

Didnt study AT ALL, however. :B

FINALLY I AM TALLER!!

MY BLADER.

ICE CREAM BOUGHT BY THE DADDYS ON A HOT HOOOT DAY.

SO CUTE ^^

HE FELL ASLEEP ON MY SHOULDER!! And when he rested on my leg he was like "Wah ana your pants so nice so so cozy.. So soft.." HAHAHA CUTE!!
SEE HOW CUTE THEY ARE!!!!!
SEEEEEEE!
And so i wanna chill before i do some serious stuff..
Look at my eyebaggies.
Hey this i like this one!
This is my favorite effect idk why!!
Big hair small head
Should make these for birthdays next time. (Speaking of birthdays, Happy Birthday Ariff!! :B)
And these for Christmas..

I dunno, rly.

OK shall do some "serious stuff" now (like waiting for my thosai...) HEHE g'night study hard all :B Oh n i smell like Afi, wonder why.. Hehs :B

SAY HELLO TO MY BZZ FACE

Going to Aunts house l8r, at least theres a car.

Balik kampong next two days.

Tillllllllllll then.

PS Someday i know youll have to know and its better than keeping it to myself so im not afraid

It’s got me stuck between my fantasy and what is real

"I got a problem and I don’t know what to do about it
Even if I did, I don’t know if I would quit but I doubt it
I’m taken by the thought of it, and I know this much is true"

You solve the likeliness i didnt feel.


Wanted it so badly, wanted to feel it so badly.
Wanted to break the silver streak but remained in the line instead.
As much as im happy for them,
i just really badly wanted it.
Perhaps that was why i cried.
It was expected but there was really nothing more i prayed for.
Guess i didnt work hard enough.
Just the thought of it being my first and last killed me.
Its never gonna happen again, and ill never know how it feels..
But then again, dancers i still love yall no matter whut yall rocked it!! :)
Its just a little hard for me to move on.
Keep looking back esp since whats going on now keeps reminding me..
Academics is failing, things outside academics is failing, social life on the line.
Where am i gonna go, i never want to leave.

Make me young again

WHY HELLO. Silver's shiny.. At least it tops off bronze.. Baked Caramel Cupcakes~

I've been here lookin' dynamite Alone against the wall Girls like you give it all so cold Talkin' cheap in a bathroom stall And you look so smooth You better tell me the truth Would you trade me Out for someone cool?

Boy youre an alien

Came across each other again and oh my God, hes just so much more mesmerizing, wish i couldve watched him take over the dancefloor. SYF was pretty fine, hopes aint so high but whats most important is that we enjoied :) Will never forget it.

Followed by dinner.

And then home im super beat now.

Left arm officially dead, cant do shit with it, cant carry even the lightest things and my fingers are really numb and you can see how i control my shoulders in the pictures. Horrible shit.

Felt soo so good on the big stage, was so freakin nervous but the moment i stepped out everything just felt so good :)

Yeah just hoping for the best right now but really it doesnt matter as much now.

Ok bloody tired now shall update properly another day. Malay Dance SYF 2011, i love yall :)

Enjoi~

Didnt say i couldnt do it

I dont know how people do it.
When you wake up parents are already gone busy working, and you come back home early or late they still come back just in time for your turn to go to sleep.
I think its just fucking sad.
And now, every day, everytime i come home i feel that i shouldve put the day to a much better use and did more things.
Cuz i use home as a place to rest too much.
Oh sigh. I dont think we will be getting hold of our hopes but sometimes you gotta leave it to God.
Its a team effort and not everyone will work as hard as you do.
Sometimes even you wont.
Anyway point is, ive been sleeping out.
I miss my parents so much.

Next

"Always go with the people that will bring you higher"
Even if its not me.
But what matters most is, you stay smiling.
:)

A LIL' LESS SIXTEEN CANDLES

Hi hi.

Today's dance showcase was awezsumez!!

Suuuper fun i guess, in a way.

First round was horrible :(

Second round was awesome!! :B

Hehe. Best part was; i saw this guy and when he was dancing i just couldnt keep my eyes off him.

(Besides him being awfully cute!!!) He was smiling like he was enjoying it ALL THROUGH THE DANCE, and ive NEVER seen a guy dance malay with so much..heart and soul, shall i put it that way?

Uh huh, and he fits the character in the story of his school's dance so perfectly, the cheeky smiles and the sharpness and the details even like nodding.

But most importantly, it was how he smiled and how much energy he gave while he was dancing.

Truly mesmerizing, i shall say. Just awesome. :)

And its just kinda funny how you "meet" someone new one day, and then never meet them again. Ever.

Like just now, we met some people, showed our dances, and then *poof* never to meet again.

Weird huh.

Absorb as much good stuff you can.

Watched SuckerPunch with Adillah n Amirah.

I feel bad for Zilah. Sorry :(

Oh this is Ajul eating durian. Super cute!!

And, well, i just found this picture above funny. HAHAHA!! :B

Sooo, seriously, life is soo sooo good when you dance! You just gotta feel it for yourself. What he said was right. The first round i danced i thought about all the competition, and i screwed up alot. But the second round i danced, i let the music fill me in and let the steps flow and just smiled, and i did so much better. Well, when this dance leaves, im hoping something else will come in. If you're not dance, dont bother trying. Have a good weekend everyone, muacks! :B PS You know what, just wanna make the world dance, forget about the bloody price tag.