almost.

hello . (:

todays pretty okey, i have to say. no fights with the person in the prev. prev. post. i talked to him nicely, and he talked back nicely. and he even gave me extra time to internet. hahahs, and he said i can cook. awesome.

did not go back amkps. firstly because i was lazy, and secondly because baby told me to go home. so yeaah, sat under ma blk for abit for some space, and then went up. nobody was home, wanted to play momma's lappy but it refused to work with me. got frustrated and went to sleep. till around, four or five.

& thank God. baby, i can feel you once again. i know you wanna see a change in me, ill try ma best ey. Dont Flirt! ILYSFM. (:

awsome new song by Cascada, Evacuate The Dancefloor. & omg, Cascada is pretty. :O love her body and voice.

:D

Love you.

down in it.

hi. im so moody today i know right.

i cant take it anymore youre starting to raise your voice at me day by day, higher and higher. why? what the heck did i do? everyday i come back home late and tired, too tired to help out. i know i should be but i dont have a choice do i? i mean, look at yourself. do you do what im supposed to? have you EVER done it before? idts. i dont know whether doing this will make you feel better. i dont know whether youre trying to correct your own mistakes by doing this. well im just trynna, sabar.

i think its my PMS. but anyways, today is really fucked up and i know im gonna spend tonight crying. this is soo hard.

heres the picture.

BANG.

firstly, i friggin found out today that Fandi Ahmad [hweva its spelled] carried me before. like friggin CARRIED me! cool or whuaaaaat. but that happened when i was like two. HAHAH. ill upload e pix soon. (:

secondly, my sister HottiE'zzati met DJ KOFLOW today. i was like, wtf. i was like, got take pix? she was like showing me Dj Koflow's pix and trynna make me jealous. Dj Koflow taught her how to scratch on turntable. cool or whuaaat. i saw Dj Koflow's tattoo, its seriously friggin hawt. :x & Dj Koflow's real name is Wayne. hehehe.

thirdly, i met Dj Sonic`ice today <3. it was awesome now i miss him and i just fucking love him so much. kay. & i hope youre reading this, baby. i didnt reply your text cuz my prepaid died. will topup tmr. besides youre busy dota-ing. hehs. (:

lastly, ITS THE FRIGGIN WEEKEND! I LURVE! :D

“Every time I look at you, I feel better. It shocks me, it knocks my wind out, but it’s true. I don’t have to have sex with you, I’d be happy just to look at you from across the room. And even that, anything, any piece of you, and hopefully all of you, that’d be the best thing because I love you."
- from Atiqa's blog.

BLABLABLA.

here.

after dance just now :

okey, Ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. if you understand.


That Day uh.

Marshmallowwwws.

WELL , MAYBE ITS A FRIENDLY MUSHROOOM .

hundred times.

HAPPY 3rd MONTHSARY BABYLOVE <3

another friggin busy week.
i cant wait for school hols, seriously.
im so stressed, i swearrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
arghhh.
like, i can burst anytimeeee.
damn it.

baby is so friggin understanding noww. goshhhhhhh i lurveeeeeeeee.

baby its only you & me tonight.
it gets hard but it wont take away my lurve.

YOUARE.

besok skola.
with LTC and everything.
haiyaa kanasai.

I WANNA I WANNA I WANNA TOUCH YOU,
YOU WANNA TOUCH ME TOO,
EVERY DAY BUT ALL I HAVE IS TIME,
OUR LOVE'S THE PERFECT CRIME.

Nahhs, you people wont understand. Hahahah!

twentyfirst.

ugly pictures.

kay whatever.

bye.

i wanna love you for all time.

tomorrow's Sunday, and then there'll be school again. haix.

i dont wanna entertain text messages anymore. so irritating.

title says it all. thats what im thinking, thats what im writing in my heart, along with your name. baby, let me have it all. <3

geeee.

HI HI !
HEYYY !
:D

geee , Atiqa here.
im sure Leen's gonna be shocked to see this post .
hahahahahaha im just bored .
Leen is currently at school .
heh .

hi Leen , Selamat Berpuasa yea !
geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .

whattajoke.

watching tv with Daddy then C.Ronaldo came out in this Shampoo advertisement saying how it prevents dandruff and all and Dad went like,
Dad: HAHA! Ronaldo ader dandruff! thats why he advertise for this shampoo!
-_________-

was listening to 987Fm, Ros & Shan.
Shan: did you know, they call themselves Teenchi. (idk how its spelled) and it means small.
Ros: oh, so instead of calling themselves Teeny, they say Teenchi?
Shan: Yes! instead of going "katek" (idk how its spelled), you go Teenchi!
HAHAHAHAHHA.
i was in e toilet laughing and listening to that.







Like one step forward and two steps back.

make you blind.

"Good afternoon. My name is Russell and i am a Wilderness Explorer in tribe 54 wedlodge 12. Are you in need of any assistance today, sir? I could help you cross the street? I could help you cross the yard? I could help you cross your foot? Well ive got to help you cross something? See these? These are my Wilderness Explorer badges. You may notice one is missing. This is assisting the elderly. If i get it, ill become the senior Wilderness Explorer. THE WILDERNESS MUST BE EXPLORED! GAH! GAH! RAWR!"

i love love love Russell <3 ! :D

Hehehe. Yupz, im at home watching Up with my brudder. Gawdd, Russell is so damn cute! i wanna buy the toy, or pillow if there is any!

Atiqa will be coming over later to borrow my Maths paper and MD tee. ^^
and im really confused whether i should come tomorrow or not. cuz by right, im supposed to home-quarrentine myself until Sunday. but then?
HAIYAA.
kay lah, update again tonight.

bye arse.

randommmm post.

i did this last year, @ a night performance at Novotel or something hotel, City Hall. hehehe.

2006 i think. L to R. Nizam Fatemy Aidie Ryan Hadi Nasrul (:

Eww, hahahahh!

okey, i stole this from aidie. its just too cute huh. lol!

Langkawi. the drink was, Perrier. ^^

forgot where, lols. hair was still curlyy. favorite Vampire book (:

?

??

bby just went for soccer and im bummed at home so i found these pictures and decided to share w you people. heh. enjoi~

Lovesick.

KatVonD. SHE IS SO HAWT.

Wazzup/

im having high fever right now ^^
4days MC, i dont know how imma cope but yeaah.
alot of people are telling me to rest properly.
how to? tell me.
hmpf.

and, because im sick, i have to cancel tmr w baby.
fuck sia, knncb. _l_
heh.

maths retest?
idk already ah.

kay i wanna sleeep.

"Rest well, Leen."

-

sometimes i wish i was a guy.
everybody's losing their temper at me and.









bby cheer up please, times like these i feel so fucking useless. maybe i am useless. haix.

Baby are you down down down down down~

hi today i went to school and when i came back in internet-ed and then i slept because baby told me to and then i woke up and i felt like there was a lump in my throat and it hurts so friggin much till now i keep drinking tea and hoping i would feel better what a start to the new week. -_-

im listening to the song which is my title, so yeah.

Atiqa_Torres. Geeeeeeeeeeeeeeee . says:
choose one
snakebite or monroe
Ľєєиа ♥ DJsoиίс`ісе says:
jap i imagine.
monroe.
yang atas.
Atiqa_Torres. Geeeeeeeeeeeeeeee . says:
why ar ?
Ľєєиа ♥ DJsoиίс`ісе says:
suit you more.
to me ar.
:]
Atiqa_Torres. Geeeeeeeeeeeeeeee . says:
ok
dats wad ive been thinking .
Ľєєиа ♥ DJsoиίс`ісе says:
hahah
xD
I GOT SORE THROAT, WTF?!
Atiqa_Torres. Geeeeeeeeeeeeeeee . says:
OMG
how come ?
Ľєєиа ♥ DJsoиίс`ісе says:
entah i woke up and felt like got one lump in my throat
Atiqa_Torres. Geeeeeeeeeeeeeeee . says:
eeee
cancer
xD
Ľєєиа ♥ DJsoиίс`ісе says:
frick you larr!
lol.

Setan right she, ahah. well. anyways, i miss my boyf and he is so sweet & i love him. kay bye.

Sundaye.

Wazzups.
im having a runny nose and im feeling uhmm.


jb today wasnt much fun. i kind of cried like lots of times today. Haixx. shouldnt bother you with all my problems tho. been watching Soccer since i stepped home. Arsenal won Everton 6-1. & now watching ManUtd vs Birm'Ham. whatever that is. Rooney scored one i think. ahh whatever! i hate soccer. Soccer makes guys ignore girls. Hmmpf! Hehs!




Pictures on Friday night.

i bought this Everlast shoes just now. i didnt expect myself to actually buy Everlast, but i did and i love it. :D

amaciam jealous pahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!.

i smell Maggi Curry. i want them. oh & i be fasting this weeek. Pfft. and then next week. haiya troublesome. might be tired again this weeek, and i have a feeling my moodswings will be bad so if i dont feel like talking please dont talk to me. i feel like crying again. awww. ):

Seize The Day.

i watched and listened to this and i could cry.
like omg, the meaning of e song.
& the girl is hawt.
& i find the tattoos fucking hawt.
Whoops! =X

So what if i never hold you,
or kiss your lips again?

Dont wanna die alone without you here,
please tell me what we had was real.

Immortality.

hey sup.
im thinking of Immortality.
if only it was real,
if only it could happen to everyone.
& yes, i am kind of afraid of death,
the process the outcome the judgement.
everything.
okh gosh, that was random.


finally get to see aidie today at madrasah. (: he had an injury on his knee it was like ouch.
Punggol Secondary Soccer made it thru e Finals. they be playing against Tanjong Katong [i think] on Wednesday @ Jalan Besar Stadium or somein. cool huh. he said it will be broadcasted on teevee, i wna watch seh.


nah, pictures i owe. some edited, some not. some ugly, hahah. some ckit sensored uhh. heh.

say, boyf is beside me. =P

love those kinda shirts, wanna buy more and my friends are hot. :D

Uppppp!

i love this show, i love Russell, i love the old man, i love the chocolates, i love the balloons, i love the house. i love william.

camwhored yesterday, yes. will upload pix tmr, some uploaded in fs already. kay toodles.

Leeeen

im fucking tired this weeek. fucking busy this weeek.

im fucking selfish this week. everything i do, i do for my own fucking pleasure and i did not let anybody stop me. sorry ah, i just neeed some happiness for me, by me. I DUN NEED YOU.

I AM GOING TO FAIL MATHS.

i want permission from my mom. like ASAP.

i want to shop for clothes but not that kind of clothes because, what do you think imma slut?

schoool is seriously ------ . complete it yourself, now i go to school, i do what i hafta do, and then I GO HOME. i love that part, i love going home punctually @ 145pm. it feels great.

i want to camwhore w my new clothes. i want more new clothes.

going to JB on Sunday, i think? Yaww, cant wait! Momma said shes gonna buy me Adidas pumps/palms or whatever. seriously, i cant wait. shopping there kinda makes life easier.

and was like fucking stupid, bursary award, Daddy was complaining to me bout e school's service. then i went to Marina Boulevard to collect e bursary and i saw people and i almost cried in e auditorium because i was so fucking tired and Momma insisted on me having tuition and when i reached home i didnt even have time to fucking eat.

THANK YOU, STUDIES, FOR MAKING ME SUFFER.

THANK YOU, STUDIES, FOR EARNING ME $250.

lastly,
I WANT TO PIERCE SEPTUM.


kay, im tired and i havent been getting enough fucking sleep so GOODNIGHT.

and dee pee!

oh my gawdd.

http://www.effass.blogspot.com/

click that link for some awesome shit!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH ~!

& ystd Daddy sindir me again for having a boyf. -___-

AND AND,
FYRZANA HUNNY, CHEEER UP OKEYYYY ?!
ILL BE THERE FOR YOU IF AIDIE ISNT! :D
LURVEEEEEEEEEEEE YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA !

Mmm.

currently using The Body Shop's Strawberry Body Polish. now i smell like strawberries, and it feeels good. and i always feel like licking the soap cuz it smells soo freaking good. =D

you tha fuckin best.

this, i want. you ass.