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Hey. Hey whats up (:

Recap.

Thursday;

Raffles Jubilee Hall for Macbeth. Yes, was a pretty awesome show.

Day was fine. After school, went to NDC.

Had braces changed, top pink bottom limegreen.

Lurve it.

Ohyeah and in the cab otw to NDC i saw a bus and the screen thingy wrote "OFF-SERVICE".

For a moment there, i thought it was "OFF-CENTRE".

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA. Lit much.

Night, had Pizza. ;D

Overflowing with cheeeeeeeese.

Friday;

POA test was a wreck.

After school, went back.

Went to LJS.

Now im addicted to my tin of Redondo Vanilla.

I dont know, i love the taste of Vanilla and the smell or whatever you call it when you eat/drink Vanilla and when you breathe out you can like smell/taste it. Yeah. ;D

Been reaching home by 530 for The Little Nyonya.

Became my favorite. HAHAHA. Makes me laugh.

Yeah, your life is fawesome, even if its down its just for awhile.

I never stopped believing, been telling myself to keep it strong.

So when im down, kept alone, i try to keep reaching for that extra mile.

But its you people who never fail to prove me wrong.

When you lose yourself is when you lose your style.

Thing is, you cant really lose yourself for long.

When youre happy with your own world, you forget everyone else.

And its so easy, almost too easy, for those.

Its so hard to talk about something although you want to so much.

But whats the point when nobody would understand?

Yeah i lost the rhyme and rhythm of this para.

Started and no way i could stop.

Would you care anyway?

To you maybe im just a clown to pick you up when you are down

When things were still simple and not so fucking phsycotic

P/

I HATE ATTENDING TO PIZZA DELIVERY PEOPLE.

PIZZA DUDE: *GIVES STUFF* 49 SOMETHING.

LIN: *RUNS TO MAMA* 29 DOLLARS WANT KEEP THE CHANGE?

MAMA: 29? 49 KAN?
LIN: OH. *RUNS TO DOOR*

PIZZA DUDE: YOUR CHANGE IS 20CENTS.

LIN: OH UH. KEEP THE CHANGE.

PIZZA DUDE: HUH?

LIN: KEEP THE CHANGE.

PIZZA DUDE: OH OK THANKS. (:

AHH I FEEL SO STUPID AND BAD FOR HIM. 20 CENTS KEEP THE CHANGE? OH COME ON. HAHAHAHA. KAY, SHALL UPDATE AFTER EATING. ENJOI.

THE look

WHAAAAZZZZZUUUUUUPPPPP :D
Monday;
Mrs Nathan is back. Damn, she rocks! ;D
I fell asleep in english, was asked to stand up at the back of the class. That helped :D
CE, Mr Chen gave us what he called an Exam Package. A whole set of fullscap paper, a pencil and a pen. Made us feel super guilty. We love yaaaaa ;D
After school, stayed back till pretty late.
Syahdan. =.=
"Well, are you that somebody too?"
"No, shes nobody!"
"You're somebody!!"
"Well done blame us, blame somebody."
Tuesday;
Mrs Nathan rocks ttm. ;D
Malay oral was like horribs hahahahahah!
After school, stayed for abit, left for Xtra but ended up with nothing, bought Pearly Soyabeancurd and the woman gave me Pearly Soyamilk we were wondering why on earth she asked Cold or Hot =.= Got onto the bus and it was raining reached home camwhored and then Adillah texted, and i rang her up and we talked then hang up and now im here with a blocked nose.
I hate bedbugs.
"Why did Vinod gave out a piercing scream?"
"Cos he really dont have balls~"
"Not everyone is like you, JC."
"Kau seorang yang lembab."
Yah, mkay. Enjoi. Sorry, been quite awhile since ive camwhored, so yah like happy like that finally did. Yah.







MY EMERICA SHOESSSS. :B



SERIOUSLY PIPI DAH NAIK! ):

YOU READ ?



YA'ALLAH. THIS ONE CACAT.

LOOOOK! MY NEW HAIRBAND WITH A BOW. ME LIKEY! :B

"I GET CAUGHT IN THE SAME AWFUL TRAP EVERY TIME I GET DEPRESSED - I KNOW IM WORTHLESS, WHEN I TELL MYSELF ITS THE DEPRESSION MAKING ME FEEL THAT WAY, THEN IT SEEMS IM MAKING EXCUSES FOR MYSELF AND NOT FACING UP TO THE MORAL FAILURE OF ME AND MY LIFE." - LIT WORKSHT.

CRIED WHEN I READ THIS. WHY DO I FEEL THIS WAY? ):

YUMMY :P

LASTLAST;
Your Love Horoscope
You are going through a high energy period, Pisces, and it may feel like there is nothing you can not accomplish right now. When it comes to matters of the heart however, you have been putting your energy in the wrong direction. If it feels like you are having a tough time getting anything done romantically, this is because your energy has been placed in an area where little to no progress is inevitable. You know that you are happiest when you are in the company of those that allow you to explore your creative and daring side. Spending time in the company of those that are stifling your needs and wishes is not working for you, and it never will. Be true to yourself and your romantic visions are not just possible, but probable.
Eh? Hahahah.

HAPPY PILLS.

I DONT CARE IF YOU ARE GOING TO READ THIS OR NOT, IM JUST PUTTING IT UP COS IT WAS THE MOST INSIGNIFICANT THING THAT MADE ME SMILE TODAY.

HAHAHAHAHAHAH OMG WTH.

a m s y a r m a r g i e l a says:
ahaha
eh last one!
hahhaaha
my fav song since pri school
haha
fucking rich uh this guy even thought his name is 50cent only
HAHAAHHA!
Linokotta says:
HAHAHAHAHAHHAA
OMG NICE ONE
CAN I PUT THAT IN MY STATUS OR SOMETHING
HAHAHAA
a m s y a r m a r g i e l a says:
hahah
yeah!
go ahead yaw
Linokotta says:
EH WHAT DO I WRITE YOU AS ?
a m s y a r m a r g i e l a says:
put as ur pm uh
haha
huh?
Linokotta says:
AMSYAR OR AMSYAR HAKIM OR WHAT ?
a m s y a r m a r g i e l a says:
meaning?
my homies call me hakim or kim
haha
homies eh, mcm paham je
haha!
Linokotta says:
HAHAHAHAHAH!
a m s y a r m a r g i e l a says:
to much nigga stuff in my blood
hahaha
Linokotta says:

HAHAHA (Y)
a m s y a r m a r g i e l a says:
why uh?
Linokotta says:
NO COS
I WANNA PUT AS QUOTE
a m s y a r m a r g i e l a says:
hahaha
Linokotta says:
THEN I DUNNO PUT YOUR NAME AS WHAT
a m s y a r m a r g i e l a says:
!
wth!
ohh
amsyar margiela uh!
hahhahah
Linokotta says:
MKAY HAHHA
a m s y a r m a r g i e l a says:
hahaha
wth sia
hahaha
where u put the quote?
Linokotta says:
THERE PM
DID I SPELL RIGHT
HAHAHAA
a m s y a r m a r g i e l a says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
OKAY THAT OFFICIALLY FREAKING COOL!
HAHAHAHAHA
Linokotta says:
HAHAHHAHA I KNOW HUH .
hahahahhahah
a m s y a r m a r g i e l a says:
HAHAH!
KAY DAH TKMO NK KEMBANG EH
HAHA
Linokotta says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA
TK UH, MAINTAIN KUNCUP ;D
KAY NVM
HAHAHAHA
a m s y a r m a r g i e l a says:
heyhomerryyo!
haha!
hey i gotta bounce yo!
haha
u know what does that means?
Linokotta says:
AWWWWWWW.
GOTTA GO ?
a m s y a r m a r g i e l a says:
yeahh
Linokotta says:
ALAAAAAAAAAA .
a m s y a r m a r g i e l a says:
my mum comming home rdy
hahaha
Linokotta says:
POTONG STEAM AH LU JOY .
HAHAHAHAHA
a m s y a r m a r g i e l a says:
hahahahah!
Linokotta says:
TK LA MAIN2 JER .
HAHAHAH
a m s y a r m a r g i e l a says:
whatever siol jack!
haha
anything just text yeah
Linokotta says:
HAHAHAAHHAAHAHAHAHHAAHAH
a m s y a r m a r g i e l a says:
HAHAHAHA!
Linokotta says:
OMG MKAY
HAHAHHAHAA
a m s y a r m a r g i e l a says:
DAH UH JACK, GUA MAU BOUNCE UH BABE!
HAHAHAHAHA!
KAY LUH
Linokotta says:
HAHHA
a m s y a r m a r g i e l a says:
BYEBYE!
Linokotta says:
KAY GO
a m s y a r m a r g i e l a says:
GOODNIGHT
Linokotta says:
BUYBUY
NYTS
;D
BUYBUYBUYBUY
a m s y a r m a r g i e l a says:
TAKCARE!
EH AND THANKS UH
Linokotta says:
FOR WHAT?
a m s y a r m a r g i e l a says:
U`VE MADE MY DAY A WHOLE LOT BETTER
HAHAHAH!
Linokotta says:
HAHAHAHAHAHA
YOURE WELLY .
HAHAHAHHAHAAH
THANKS TOO .
a m s y a r m a r g i e l a says:
HAHAHAHAH!
WTH IS THAT SIA
HAHA
Linokotta says:
WELCOME
a m s y a r m a r g i e l a says:
YOUR WELCOME
Linokotta says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
KAY NOW GO .
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
OMG
a m s y a r m a r g i e l a says:
BUT WAIT, WHATS THAT FOR?
WTH!
Linokotta says:
STOP IT
a m s y a r m a r g i e l a says:
HAHAH
Linokotta says:
IM LAUGHING LIKE KUKU
HAHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHA
a m s y a r m a r g i e l a says:
HAHAHAHAH!
ISNT THAT GOOD?
HAHAHAHAHA
Linokotta says:
YAAAAAAAAAAAH !
HAHAHAHAHHAHA
a m s y a r m a r g i e l a says:
HAHAHAHA
Linokotta says:
HAHAHHAHHH
a m s y a r m a r g i e l a says:
SAME HERE!
KAY UH
GOODNIGHT
Linokotta says:
HAHAHHA
NYTS DUDE
a m s y a r m a r g i e l a says:
PEACE YAOW! JACK MA NIGGA
Linokotta says:
SUGAR DREAMS MA HOMIE !
HAHAHAHAA
a m s y a r m a r g i e l a says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
THANKS
PEACE!
Linokotta says:
HAHAHAHA
BUY ;D

YEAH THE MOST SIGNIFICANT ONE WAS EYECANDY :D

Names.

Your Love is just a lie.

Always have been, always will be.

Dont you dare try to say you will show or prove your Love.

Because your Love is temporary bullshit which girls dont look for.

Well, at least I dont.

I cant believe how you talk to them, trying to catch them into you.

I just hate how you express your Love just to get Love because that is just not the way.

Love to you is nothing. Thats the why.

You dont need Love. You dont deserve Love. Because you do not and will never appreciate or treasure Love.

You think Love is something that you can easily get and easily let go off.

That is not what Love is you fucker.

Also, seeing you say you Love, really hurts me.

Why?

Because the girl thats listening to you say you Love believes it.

Ha ha ha, stupid girls.

And sad to say i was one of them, yes.

Whatever it is, i laugh at all the girls you left after you said Loved. (:

I even laughed at myself, I still do.

Funny how you see them write all about you and everything, saying how much they Love you, and how much you Love them.

But in the end, what do they get?

Nothing.

Yeah i dont give a damn as to why it didnt work out cos you dont either.

What you think is, if this Love dont work out, so what, i already have another Love waiting for me.

Cos you never know truth and you never know One.

You claim that theyre always running behind you, chasing after you but you never realize that you are the one whos standing in front of them.

You think that you are one big shot who girls just dig.

You think that when you dont like the girl, you can just ignore them.

You say that you want the perfect one, but are you perfect?

Its a joke, all of it.

Your Love is a joke, a lie.

So dont ever ever ever fucking say that you Love, or you will show your Love, or prove your Love, or say you will Love.

Because in the end i know, yes i just know.

You cant even last 7 months you fucking son of a gun.

F.

Up early > Park Royal Hotel > Bursary (picture) > Banquet > Mustafa Ctr > Coffeeshop > 313 (Yay!) > Home

Bursary Award >reached pretty early, while waiting for thing to start they played Avatar. Damn, i find it kinda disgusting man, watching them makes my ears twitch cos the Avatar's ears keep twitching. But the ending not bad lah (:

Banquet > Sold my $18 to Papa for 20bucks. Luvaa!

Mustafa Ctr > Number of shoppers cannot exceed 437 or something, because if got fire kena stampede. Pandai jugak eh. ;D

Coffeeshop > Cheese Prata & Teh Tarik. (Y)

313 > Pants and hairband. I like! :B

Fortune cookie has run out of fortunes for me or what? Hahaha!

Fucking tired, out again tmr w HottiEzt.

Nyts luvaas.

;D

On Ya

Thursday;

Sahibba after school, was pretty fun. ;D

Mama picked me up after school cos it was raining.

In the end Mama wanted to wait for Iman so i went back with Atiqa first.

We laughed like crazy manxz, her purse kept dropping, i keep "scooping" her head with the umbrella, we laughed till we had to kneel down, her hand hit my teeth like oh my goddeness damn ultra funny.

When i reached home it felt like i just finished Kayaking.

Friday;

Schooled, survived POA.

I love Chemistry alot lot lot. ;D

After school went back home. At around one thirty went out with HottiE'zzati for Briefing.

We were running late hehe. Trained to Dhobyghaut or however its spelled hehe.

Walked to Old School. Ezt warned me bout the stairs earlier but i thought it couldnt be that bad but when i saw it, whoa, totally changed my mind. Took off shoes and ran up.

Kept on laughing!! Hahahah. So yes, i was panting like mad and i choked on my own saliva and ended up coughing like mad but seriously kaki longgar want to die. Like anytime kaki can just jelly and i fall back down the stairs. Hahaha.

So reached the top and tried to breathe normally so that when we reached it didnt seem like we were running or whatever. Reached the place, unsure where it was tho.

Found it.

M > Which schools are you from?

L & E > *looks at each other*

E & L > *at the same time*

Not schooling.

Mayflower Sec.

M > Oh, Asian Youth Games?

L > Uhmm, i was dancing.

HAHAHAHA.

Met two new people, Shirin & Izzati. Theyre funny and wild too. Hehehe.

After briefing, went to eat with them at KFC.

Walked back to Dbgt mrt, bought my brownies @ P.OSH BROWNIES.

& what a teenchi world, i recognized the girl almost immediately.

She was the judge from Sahibba competition @ MI.

HottiE'zzati wanted to apply for a job there cos they were recruiting. I bought two brownies.

Trained to Somerset.

Train was fuckingly full and i already entered.

I look at Ezt standing outside the train, wanting to enter but at the same time unsure.

I hear the "doors closing"

I grab her arm and fucking pull her in and push everyone behind me hahahahaha!!

Panic ttm, seriously.

It was like almost watching her getting squashed by the mrt doors.

Doors close and we kept on laughing, thank God it was only one stop.

Doors open and we run out.

Went to Orchard Central to check out Recognize! or something.

Yeah was pretty cool. ;D Snapped two pictures but i was unhiphoperized.

Heh heh.

Yeaperdy, sat to eat brownies. Whoa fucking yummy i tell you hehe.

Called Amirah to ask directions to Penin.

Ended up back at 313.

Ezt bought shoes and i bought a sweat parka.

We had helluva good time there yeah ;D

Trained back to amk and went home.

Gonna go 313 again tomorrow.

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAY.

So how was your day?

Stay happy mkay guys?

Like the 3 guys in the picture above. HAHAHA.

Cos when youre happy, you make others happy too.

Kay actually i dont believe that lah but, yah.

Nyts luvaas.

Not Without My Daugther

Yah completed the book today. Oh my god, it was super!!! Watch the vids and tell me whatcha think. Ya, you guys should freakingly read the book!! I cried watching the vids, cos i was like thinking how could the husband do that?! Dont ask me why, but i support the book. I can somehow feel her. Who would do sucha thing just for Bestselling? I mean, im sure its because the man doesnt have a heart thats why the woman did that. If not, why would she? And if she couldve left anywhen she liked, why would she escape? Erghhhh. And just now when i was reading i went like, "Mama, the guy damn bastard siah!" And she was like "A'ah. Kesian kan Betty?" and some stuff else. Mama supports Betty too. Women should have rights too, i mean its like, just cos im married to you it doesnt mean whatever you want equals to whatever i want. Like hello, jangan bodoh uh. Heart break seh watch this. Evil. This aint what we Islams are like mkay. Ahh, pain to the heart.

Luvaa this book. I found the fucking movie in the net. Imma watch it now. You guys should too.

http://www.2waffles.com/file.php?id=bf0dde873b818d9cd#

Luv.

Ill be in the sky~ ;D

Hehehehehe.
You guys know where im drivin' at.
Eh i suddenly dont know whatta say.
HAHAHA. Layyong!
So today had NAPFA.
Aku passss :B
Went home, i wanted to go Bishan Park to run.
But Nyai didnt let me, she said it was gonna be maghrib and all~
Evil, Nyai cooked Rendang Daging, Epok Epok~
Testing me only. I tahan eh i tahan~
Kay dh lah. Gonna maths then rest for tomorrow i will be running.
I luvaaa you luvaars.

Heh. i miss you more than anyone missing anyone else.
Why, Lin, whyyyyyy?

The clouds

Ehhh my godddddddd!

Ungu's concert on 24th, i soo wanna go if you dont like Ungu then you suck!

Ungu's awesummeeee. (Y)

Lurve them muchxz ;D

Ahhh my goddddddd!

All Time Low's Remembering Sunday never fails to touch me.

Always been able to reach out to the sensitive side.

Yeaperdy.

ALEX GASKARTH AHHHHHH MY GODDDDD HEH HEH HEH :B

Alright, im really seriously just hating myself for not being able to control my own eating habits. Yes, been hearing lotsa "banyak nyer mkn~" and "pipi dh naik~" Erghh wtf, damn damn bringing my confidence down. Yeaperdy, been controlling myself, i promise to only eat two sandwhiches a day, and i promise to try to exercise more and sleep less. Yes yes i know, it sucks cos every afternoon its raining and i cant do a shit and when i cant do a shit, i tend to go to sleep. & no NO N O fast food, yep, none at all until im satisfied with myself. Ahh this sucks helluva lot. I just really really detest myself for realizing it now, thinking that it was mkay what were you thinking!! And no, this time its not cos im obsessed with my weight or whatever it really is freakingly true im not anorexic or whatever it really is true!! I cant believe im even freaking posting about this. Im just really really frustrated and, people, can you please dont fucking observe my eating habits cos its soo disturbing. Ahh fuck man. I must must must. And you know whats the worst thing ? Right now, yes right now, i find myself looking forward to tomorrow's breakfast.

AHHHHHH FUCKKKKKKKK.

Yeah i cant wait for Sahibba tomorrow and Thursday. I cant wait for Friday, im nervous but yeah, i cant wait. Busy weeks plus exams. More more more things pls pls pls come to me i want to keep my mind off things and i wanna keep active HAHA. So if got anything tell me ya ;D NAPFA tmr, PullUps' gonna be a killa.

Nyts lurvers.

Oh yeah, a favour please, when you guys text me or anything please leave your name yeah? I kinda lost some 97% of my contacts.

"Her handwriting so nice, how she write like that sia?!"

"Use Microsoft."

"TSK! =.="

Last last.

I found myself looking at your name.

I can still wait eh hahahaha!

Bodoh punyer Lin.

I still like you.

I eat when im sad and you can never make me happy. So how?

Face.

Last Wednesday.

Went to "study".

Im lazy to wait for all the pictures to be uploaded.

Yeah everyone loves my face here. Hahhaha.







Lastly, i am totally addicted to this song. Hayley totally makes the song awesome. (Y) ;D


Oh & Nyai cooked Nasi Lemak today. Sedap sia.
Layyong betol.

i miss you.


Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now, a wish right now, a wish right now

Last tuesday.

Last tuesday's pics.

After school, went over to Mim's crib for abit.

Went back, left again for Suntec.

Met up with Aunt Amy & HottiE'zzati for Gelare.

Yummy ttm.

I ate the waffles and ice cream then drank the ilt and was like holy cow, hardcore bitter stuff.

AAmy > Pistachio. HottiE'zzati > Banana. Lin > Honey Malt Crunch

2nd. Hardcore choco.

MACARONS. YUMMY TTFM.

Date.

Up ay 656 thanks to Atiqa's call. Heheheh.

Met up w her, went to school, waited.

Yeah squeezed into Cikgu's car and went off.

Sahibba was exceptionally interestingly fun. Although i was on my usual slow mode.

1st round > words got stolen. 0 points.

2nd round > words got stolen but managed to get 6 points.

3rd round > got more than 10 points finally hehehe.

Best word made > Rebana.

3rd round all words stolen from Hanif HAHAHAHA.

Yeah we arranged the blocks into this huge brick-shaped block hahaha!

The girl on my left was freakingly fast i couldnt understand and shes not even malay.

Well, at least i dont think so. Pro ttm.

I couldnt stop laughing at first hahaha! Yeah thank God my competitors were like awesome friendly people ;DD !

Spelled out my name, Slipknot, Lamb Of God.

Shook hands. "Good Game".

Ate, went for the prizegiving.

HwaChong won almost everything.

Yeah squeezed into Cikgu's car and went back.

Watched this Kuda Kepang thing.

Went home, slept.

Freaking thunders at four plus. Freaking scary ttm, but managed to fall back asleep.

HAHAHAH.

Until around 945pm.

& now im webcamming with Amirah.

Should i go tomorrow?

Goodnight lurvers.

Apakah benar?

Came to school with Atiqa.

Assembly, talked to HuiLi again.

I understand Chemistry today, freaking happy. (Y)

YOG was awesomely tiring. Im fucking sore.

On my body. On my legs. On my heart. On my head. On my mind. On my soul.

> Why now? Why make me think of a decision to make now? Why whyyy whyyyyyyyyyy?! I need you. But everybody knows that when you say you will, it means you wont. I kinda have to agree to that. You wont understand how or what i feel because you are not me. I dont want you to know how or what i feel. Cos its just me. Yeah wtf am i saying. Point is, i want to come to a decision. Do i really need this? Which is more important? And are you really that big an impact, that huge an importance to me? Everything is so fucking unexpected. I dont want to talk about it. But its starting to all make sense.

> I just want somebody i can depend on.

> Hes perfect and yours. Lucky you.

> Never mine to begin with. Getting harder to shield this pain in my heart. Dont last like the feeling of what i need.

> I dont like you.

> That should be me. ):

Stumble.

Fine day. ;D

When i hit the hall, Amirah was the first that i talked to. She gave me two gummies. She told me stuff she thought i ought to know. When it was time for flagraising, i was still talking to her, and Mr Kim had to shut us up. After flagraising, talked abit more, laughed.

& then at the rest of assembly, talked and laughed with HuiLi. Very loud. HAHAHAHAHAH.

Geog, texted Nadzirah a little bit. Sleepy ttm.

Malay, had impromptu test. Can do uh, quite easy. :B

PE was 2.4 . Yeah, i failed last week so had to. Amirah promised to pace me. Her class started off first but she waited for me out the gates. Followed her all the way. Listened to songs, yeppity. I think it helps. Heh. Yeah, last round i kept stopping to walk and Amirah got really frustrated with me and i kept counting down for no reason. HAHAHA. Yeah, i improved by 6minutes. Was like she was in my class or i was in her class hahaha! Yah, and when running got like inspiration front and back. Hahahahah! Oyah, and no itches! Awesumme or what huh! :B

English, first period was mkay. Second period i fell asleep. I fell asleep with my head facing JinLi and she was sleeping with her head facing me and Mrs Ng went "Wah, so nice sleep facing each other, Miss Amalina and JinLi~!"

Heh heh heh i woke up like ooopsxz but yeah, was really very shagged.

Mathematics, i worked. Yeah i know, i love it know, when you can really work. Hehe Mr Ang wanted us to draw out the graphics or whatever so i did and he said very good. Heh heh.

After school, went off with Amirah. Waited for dance, studied a little.

Dance was fawesomeness. Circuit thingy and then new dance steps. Hehehe (Y)

Yeah stayed till seven and then went off.

My body's fucking aching right now. & theres YOG tmr. Aiya. HAHAHAHA.

Waiting for Amirah to come online. Gonna webcam. I think? Hahahaha.

The love that lasts the longest is the love that is never returned.

Surround yourself only with people who are going to lift you higher.

OHMYGOD MY SISTER GAVE ME A BITE OF P.OSH BROWNIES ITS FUCKING GOOD STUFF I TELL YOU. YUMMMMMMMMMMM~

Hurt

Blog's sucha bitch.

Will post tmr since pictures cant be uploaded.

Yeah, tomorrow, i will run.

Amirah said she'll push me.

Yeah, no itches please.

Anything but itches ):

Yeah, i miss that feeling.

I want it back ):

Haiy.

Starting to all make sense

Yeah, find me at my ugliest. And then make your impression. Then keep your impression of me at my ugliest in your mind, keep that mindset, keep it forever.

Yeah, find me at my prettiest. And then make your impression. Then keep your impression of me at it, in your mind, keep that mindset, keep it forever.

Yeah, we both know it wouldnt last.

Mood: Frustrated, Fangry, Sad.

Theres not much of an other alternative is there?

I have two choices, i have to make the right one. Why now? Why now, when i have all i want?

No, i dont have all i want. I never will.

Dont tell others what you cant do.

Thing is, you can.

So whats the matter?

You cant judge somebody's life the way you judge yours.

You cant judge somebody's happiness the way you judge yours.

You cant judge somebody's perspective the way you judge yours.

& sometimes you cant tell somebody something you can tell yourself.

Trust is just a word. You cant trust anybody.

Promises are temporary. They are empty.

Those lines. They mean nothing.

You just cant judge one thing the way you judge yours.

My happiness does not equal to yours.

I want you to find your own happiness.

Yeah, im saying what ive been trying to convey not to say.

But, really, i cannot help you.

I cannot even help myself.

Why?

Should i fight for it or wait for it to come?

Cos after going after it for so long, i think its time for it to go after me instead.

Or is it that when you put in effort, then it will come?

I dont fucking understand.

The sudden thought that, i do not care whether i lose you or not.

I want to skip tomorrow.

Can i?