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Came to school with Atiqa.

Assembly, talked to HuiLi again.

I understand Chemistry today, freaking happy. (Y)

YOG was awesomely tiring. Im fucking sore.

On my body. On my legs. On my heart. On my head. On my mind. On my soul.

> Why now? Why make me think of a decision to make now? Why whyyy whyyyyyyyyyy?! I need you. But everybody knows that when you say you will, it means you wont. I kinda have to agree to that. You wont understand how or what i feel because you are not me. I dont want you to know how or what i feel. Cos its just me. Yeah wtf am i saying. Point is, i want to come to a decision. Do i really need this? Which is more important? And are you really that big an impact, that huge an importance to me? Everything is so fucking unexpected. I dont want to talk about it. But its starting to all make sense.

> I just want somebody i can depend on.

> Hes perfect and yours. Lucky you.

> Never mine to begin with. Getting harder to shield this pain in my heart. Dont last like the feeling of what i need.

> I dont like you.

> That should be me. ):