Momma's boy

Dear Parents, the dancers are on their way back from Stadium MRT. ETA at 11:30pm. They performed very well. Next practice is on Wed, 4 Aug. Thank you.
Mass text.

Cute huh ahahah. :)

Cant w8 for next practice.

So, obviously i guess ill be posting bout yog hehe.

Havent made proper posts lately..

See the previous ones?

Most of which are prolly due to fascination or just plain too tired.

So yup.

Week has always been rushed, ending just darn too fast..

Next week common test :O

Anyway, YOG's been good to me.

Although ive been sick for more than a week, i can handle it. :)

Last night was like the worst ever..

Everything was fine until we had the ice cream..

Adillah got sick as ever.

When walking to the MRT she was just heaving and not breathing right and had to like hang over me to keep going.

Pity her big time.

But she was just mad crazy in the bus! Talk and talk non stop nonsense!!!

But funny ah, laugh laugh abit then in the end she just went quiet.

ANYWAY.

The outfit turned out mkay i guess, tho it was hugely weird..

Yeah, performance was quite alright :)

Did my best (Y)

Messed up at the wave part, everybody's formation was like mkay......

And then when running down i didnt know where to keep my liuxing so i stuffed it in my top..

HAHAHAHAHAHA i know wtf.

Then the formation downstairs also abit screwed..

Im happy but not satisfied.

Will do better next time promise!.

So yeah reached home at eleven thirty close to twelve.

Watched da vid Mama took. Its senget!.

But i can spot me haha :)

Slept then for a whoppingly good twelve hours.

My body is hurting real bad!!!

IM JUST STARTING TO FEEL IT. =.=

Aiyah!.

Mkay lah i post some pictures for ya'll.

Grabbed from juniors haha.

CUTE RYT MA JUNIORZ!.

Kay can?
Blog again tmr. :)
Nyts!.

Heres a good song!. Shes a robot; i like that!.

AND THIS IS HELL FUNNY BUT AHMAZINGEHH. :B

Lin Wu Chen!!!!! :D

Maybe not

Omg heart truly hurts right now.

Really. I swear it wasnt expected at all.

Learned how to always expect the worst so that next time it wouldnt hurt this much.

Why?

For once let us enjoy together, without her.

So damn unfair.

For once, let us just join in and be good in something.

For once.

I dont want to start hating this..

Can you imagine what are the possibilities?

I dont want her to take charge of this.

I can do it.

We both can do it.

This is not happening..

Even if she lets us take charge, everything is different.

Did i accidentally ask for something which God granted?

Why?

I dont understand.

Just when life was good, God has to make something happen.

Just when it was something that i enjoyed, that i felt important being in, it had to be cut off at the very last minute.

It was just so uncalled for.

Everything is going to be very different..starting from today.

Tell me how can something not be changed if my mind already did?

I mean, my mind is already set on a feeling, and that feeling's gonna stay.

I want to make the best out of everything but.

But i dont know whats best.

I am in so much pain omg..

I let it slip, swear i did.

Im not sorry.

That i dont look at her the way the rest of you do.

That the reason she is there is not the same as the rest of your reasons.

I am panicking.

Its so easy.

Yet so painful..

Its not easy..

It will be different.

IT WILL BE DIFFERENT.

Omg i dont know.

Omg stop thinking Lin pls stop thinking youre only hurting yourself.

Omg.

Why God..

Why must you change something that is already happy..?

Starstruck

HOLY COW I REALIZED HOW FUCKIN WHACK JABBA IS TILL LIKE RIGHT NOW.
DAMN, IT WAS LIKE AN ALMOST 13 MINUTE PERFORMANCE WOW WOW WOW.
WOWWWWWWWWW, I AM JUST WOWWWWWW-ED.
IT LOOKED LIKE SO MUCH FUCKIN FUN AHAHAHA.
OH MAN, JUST WOW.
JABBAWOCKEEZ ARE JUST SICK. (Y)

AND THIS. OH MY GOD THIS.
THIS ALWAYS START MY DAY OFF WOW AND ENDS MY NIGHT OFF WHOA.

TELL ME HOW CAN THESE AWESOME CREWS NOT INSPIRE YOU?!
AHH, THEY GIMME ALL THE DAMN INSPIRATION AND HYPE I EVER NEED.
AHH MY GOD.
THANK GOD DANCE EXIST.
JABBAWOCKEEZ. QUEST CREW. POREOTICS.
THEY ARE INDEED, ID SAY, WORLD'S BEST.
(Y)

Final blow hit so low im still on the ground

Some things are done so effortlessly by people.

Everyone has their share of pain and pleasure.

Everyone has their share of how they achieve happiness.

Everyone has their share of what they did or lost to be upset.

Everyone has their share of love and hate.

Its just that the share is never fair.

You can never be happy without hurting someone else.

True that.

Think about how many people you've hurt or is hurting right now, or in the process.

The greatest love is the love that is never returned.

Cuz i need you and you arent there for me.

Cuz when you said you will, you did not.

Cuz when you said you will not, you did.

And sometimes when people have already changed, and it changed your life, its time you change and get used to it too.

But how far can you change?

How far can you wait?

How far can you deal with it?

Until you grow immune to it.

I already did.

There was so much more left to say if you were with me face to face.

I think far too much.

Why is the group always in the mistake pool?

Why do our group gets the most negative reactions or responses?

Why is our group so weak?

Why cant i stand up for them stronger?

Every night, i felt the Angels Cry.

Something extremely freaking cute and pretty funny haha :)

Nights, have a good week everyone.

Never walk away, you can always make everything mkay.

Wooh pretty sexy! :D :D :D

FEET PLS FREAKING GET WELL ASAP SO THAT I CAN FUCKING DANCE ON SATURDAY URGHHH :(

OH HOW I LOVE YOU.

PLEASE ARRIVE FASTER.

BUT PLEASE PLEASE DONT EVER END.

:(

Fun fun fun

FUN YOG IS FUN FUN FUN MAD AWESOME FUN MAD COOL AWESOME FUN FREAKING FUN FUNNY MAD TIRING WET COLD FUN BAD HARD RICE FUN MAD HOT FUN WOOOOO I LOVE LOVE LOVE YOG HAHA.

YOG PLSPLSPLS DONT END I DONT WANT YOU TO EVER EVER END CUZ I LOVE YOU YOG HAHA.

Mkay, that sounds kinda psycotic BUT yog is just..awesome. :)

Last two days had training till late.

But truly damn awesome i tell you.

Yesterday, reported at two and waited till nine.

Freezing cold but fun :)

It was pretty much really very noisy so had to shout to talk.

And by the time we had to walk to the platform..i lost my voice and my throat was hurtin..

HAHAHA but it was worth it :)
But not so cuz we only performed once.

AHH SO MANY FUNNY SHIT LAAAAAAA.

When we were waiting for da bus, we were hyped up.

And the soldier man was like "why you all still got so much energy?"

By now i have practically forgotten what the jokes are but, oh well, it happens. :)

Oh one more thing!!

SHIT HAPPENS.

So gotta deal with it.

Today, i got cheated many a time.

I woke up pretty much very late.

And Mama said she wanted to go eat Arnold and she said "Wak's house tau not geylang"

So i was like hell yeah Wak's house.

So i showered everything and went.

And when we were waiting for the bus Papa kept asking which bus goes to IMH and i was like why the heck do you wna go to IMH then he said we're gna walk and i was like why the heck are we gna walk from IMH to Wak's house cuz its kinda far.

Then when we reached hougang int, Mama stopped at 325 bus stand and i was like, why are we taking the bus.

And Mama said oh we are gonna go eat Arnolds uh.

And i was like, but this bus does not go to Wak's house and she said, huh we're not going to Wak's house.

SO WHAT SHE MEANT BY "WAK'S HOUSE TAU NOT GEYLANG" IS THAT THE ARNOLDS IS LOCATED SOMEWHERE AT WAK'S HOUSE, NOT AT WAK'S HOUSE ITSELF, WHICH I THOUGHT SO.

That one dah okay. Then we reached Arnolds and i asked Mama, they reach already?

And when we sat down and ordered, i realized something. WAK IS NOT COMING.

=.=

AIYAAAAAAAA.

HAHAHAHA.

But it was pretty fine i guess.

I bought shoes.

Guess how much?

$6.90

HAHAHAHA (Y)

CANT WAIT FOR NEXT YOG TRAINING YESSAH!.

Lovesick wooohooooooo~!

Aku taknak makan yo, aku dah kenyang~ ;)

Cheek to say.

Malay Dance was just awesome.

Captain's Ball was super ultra fun.

All the laughter made me smile.

The other-dances made me motivated.

So is it really true?

A man's happiness is another man's misery?

So amchm?

Kau dah bahagia dah, sekarang aku merana?

Whos with the ego now.

You did it out of humiliation.

I did it out of the rules.

Three calls in a row to sort this out so that you can be happy again.

Syahrum, Atiqa, Adillah, Amirah, thank you so much you guys rock.

Nights.

I love Malay Dance.

Debug console

Why is it that all the heck things happen at one heck of a time, one really heck of a time where i am just filled
with exhaustion and lack of sleep and everything i ever needed but ive got an excess, overflow of what i WANT instead?
Why is it that i always have to choose, but everytime i already did, its a wrong choice?
Why is it that sometimes i even let other people make the choice for me?
I am letting my tiredom take over myself and my thoughts, and i see the others looking fine and fresh and happy. Why am
i calling it unfair?
Am i really committin in too much events and stuff?
What about when all these events and stuff ends, what would i be doing then? Would i be lazier?
Why am i forcing myself tho i am physically and mentally weak these days? Why do
i keep challenging myself?
Why cant i look on the bright side although my
mind is set on positive?
Did you know that my time isnt even?
Did you know that i have not been spending time with my family, and instead i spend
more time trying to spend more time for those who doesnt appreciate?
Did you know that i dont even have time for myself?
Why?
Why are you testing me by giving and letting me do
what i want and not why i need?
Is it because of how i took advantage of it all
previously?
Im full of questions dont you see?
I fear the worst; to fall deeper than i wanted
to, you know that?
I fear the worst; to have absolutely no time for myself, you know that?
I fear the worst; no understanding at all, you know that?
Why is it that i hate it so much when people are not tjere
for me when i need them, when i myself never did either?
So it really is true huh?
To know me is to care for me; now tell me, is this really too much to ask?
:')

TBG

Ok so fat but POINT IS.

TBG WAS AWESOME DOPE SHIT.

Will update on it when im free-er, later this week.

Nights lurvers.

Imma Questie of all time ;)

QUESTCREW.COM~!.

\m/

Octavia

Hi.

In a few hours.

& still aint sure of outfit...

Excited yet tired.

Yes i know..

Expecting the unexpected so..

its schooling tomorrow.. :(

Im tired.

Fools im tiredddddddddddddddddddddddddd~~~~~~~~~~ (drags)

I just dont wanna

:)

So many and i mean SO MANY embarrasing things happened today.

At Malay at PE at English at Dance.

Hahaha.

Malay >

Cikgu: D, Kaca.

Lin: *looks at Atiqa*

Atiqa: *looks at Lin*

*Both starts laughing*

Cikgu: Kenapa? Awak letak apa?

Lin: KAYU! HAHAHAH.

*Everyone laughs*

Mkay obviously you guys dont understand take it as an inside joke hehe.

PE >

I was defending a cone and then the ball suddenly flew towards me and it was supaa high and then the way i wanted to hit it was like i was umm. Kay imagine it as tapping both hands on the table like right left right left. Then do it in the air above your head. Yes like that. It was either cuz im too short or, like they said, i was doing a "new dance move" haha :P

English >

Was talking to HuiyiBuffgooiey aka Huili and then Mr Ahmad appeared at the door and he was pointing my way and apprently i was the only malay girl in the klaz i thought he was gna ask bout Saturday or what so i pointed to myself in a "you asking for me?" kinda way and he was nodding and i went "Eh me uh?" to Huili and she was like yah!!

SO i stood up and walked like six tables in front of me and then i saw Terry run out to him and Mr Ahmad went out with him. And i froze. So he wasnt asking for me. Everyone laughed and i was like OH SNAPPPPP!!!!!!

Yes English was really very awesome CUZ i talked to Huili thruout. Till we got scolded to sit separately. So we did. Then Huili dragged her table all the way to mine. And we still talked and laughed. HAHA.

Oh and in Geography, teewhy came into class i suddenly turned to Nena and went "EH HE VERY CUTE LEH!."

And i got a "Whats your problemmmmmm hahaha!."

LOL!.

Do you like your notes online?

Nah, we like them printed. :)

Dance today.

Malay Dance, training for SYF starts.. :) Me likey.

Taught the rest the Mak Inang Pulau Kampai routine.. like almost two years ago.

Back when i was still skinny and my face was less cheek-ish. :(

Lol we sort of forgot some of the steps already but it was mkay. :)

After Malay Dance Amirah taught me abit of the What It Is rountine.

And, dayumnnn, so hard for me to catch!!

Im nervous reallll nervoussss :(

Am i still sad?

I aint sure man.

Nervous maybe.

Perhaps cuz.

Just when my heart made its choice,

it has to let go.

Well, thats quite alright...

Hehe i feel so stupid tho.

Eyecandy lah! (Y)

Shes amazing, just truly amazing.

Where?

Her
When i look at myself in the mirror
I dont see me but i see "her"
When i look at myself in the mirror
I see myself hiding behind "her"
Coward, afraid of accepting the truth
Being stubborn, choosing not to move
I look again in the mirror
Where is me? All i see is "her"

- By Amirah, this girl in the picture below hehe :)

When i first read it i denied it. As in like, i didnt agree to it for myself. The first thing i thought was that im big and strong enough not to hide behind myself, or rather, "her". But i guess after coming back home today i was wrong.. But its ok..right?

Im gonna tear up. Theres fake pizza in front of me and a box of green tea but i just cant eat.. Im gonna cry. Oh my gosh im gonna cry.......... Neh. :) I almost suddenly looked thru these pictures, and, well.. Roll down the pictures below of, well, yours truly. :)

July July
February
February
Last year
Last year
Last year
Last year
May
May
February
May
May
May
February
February
April
March
April

WHERE IS ME?! I CANT FIND ME. :(

Perdyy please

Poreotix invited you to "Popping Class w/Charles Nguyen" on Wednesday, July 7 at 6:00pm.

Event: Popping Class w/Charles Nguyen

Start Time: Wednesday, July 7 at 6:00pm

End Time: Wednesday, July 7 at 11:30pm

Where: Team Millennia Dance Studio

To see more details and RSVP, follow the link below:

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Thanks,

The Facebook Team

MAMA, TOMORROW AFTER SCHOOL PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE CAN YOU FLY ME TO LA HABRA, CALIFORNIA I PROMISE ILL BE BACK BY THE TIME SCHOOL STARTS THE NEXT DAY.. :(

Happy 4th july.

Ok i know im late ahha.

EVERYTHINGS LAGGING WHY :(

You guys shouldnt read the movie "review" if you guys havent watched it yet cuz i might tell quite a lot teehee.

Today, 5th july, out with Adillah & Layyin.

It was like awesome.

Bought tix to Eclipse, exactly last three seats left if not we'd hafta like wait for another 5 hours or something..

So yeah while waiting went to Pizza Hut for lunch.

Then they brought me to uhmm this place which, to them, is like a secret-ish place.

Adillah even covered my eyes lol!.

And umm it was funnily weird but camwhored there for abit.

Walked around somemore until around three twenty something.

Went up and then.

Adillah: EHH OMG AMIRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH~!.

Lin: WHAAAT WHERE?!

Adillah: THEREEEEEEE!.

Lin: *sees Amirah with Masri and Irfan*

Bumps into each other.

Lin: Eh i thought you went to study with huimin?!

Amirah: *guilty face* I GOT STUDY OK JUST NOW!!!

HAHAHAHAHA, i was just joking girl :B

Yeah then bought medium popcorn combo.

MIXED (Y) YUMMY.

Practically ran towards Hall Eight.

Movie was awesome but it was so different from the book :(

Pretty disappointed bout that cuz there were a few scenes from the book that i was expecting/hoping to be acted out but neh.

It was like the whole movie was combined and cut and mixed and summarized and umm..yeah.

Popcorn finished early like so damn very early.

& when the scene where Jacob was shirtless..almost all the girls in the theatre squealed..

HAHAHAHA. I didnt of course.

Hes too buff!!!!!!!!! :/

Yeah was damn funny, alot of funny scenes too.

And the scenes where Edward & Bella were kissing/in bed was extremely...sexy.

HAHAHA, i know i know but.

It was like really sexy yknow.

Mmm, still wondering why the vamps were like glass.. HAHAH.

Volturi were damn hot.

Damn all the vamps and werewolves were hooot.

HAHAHA.

After that Neoprints sushi bubble tea home ;)

I love Edward (the character not the actor) dont you just like adore how much he gives in to Bella (character nto actress) i know its like everythings bout Bella being safe and protection and everything but hey in the end he actually ACCEPTED what Bella did ya know like he doesnt let his jealousy give away - that is if he had any and unlike Jacob haha - and hes just freaking UNDERSTANDING and he TRUSTS Bella and RESPECTS her decisions the part where Bella asked Jacob to kiss her and when she went back to Edward and says "I dont know what happened" and Edward says "You love him" and Bella says "But i love you more" and he said "I know" Holy crap i melted to my core.

Is it really a fantasy story? :(

Oh one more thing, i like the fact that in the story they call each other by their names and not like..baby or honey etc.

I love the Kristen and Robert tooooooooooo!. They rock helluva lot :B

TEEHEE!.

Envy HAHA. :B

TEAM EDWARD FTW!. :)

Can accomplish anything

Have you ever wondered.

How this..

Could become this..

& today i wanted to go out pretty badly but it was late so had to cancel :( Sadly. So i camwhored... & yea.. Ugly but yea.. Yea...

Basically, i set my cam on timer and then i did normal things and just let it snap so theres one random picture and the one before, i was uhh. Looked like i just finished crying but neh.

Tomorrow movie and out with Adillah & Layyin.
Like finally. An actual plan.

Funny conversations:
Ezt: I saw him with his new wife... I mean....hes recently married what.
Lin: So.......how many wives had he had?
Ezt: HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA nice one. ONE LAH!.

Imi: BYE AJA!. (HAHAHA I POSTED YOUR NAME AS AJA LOL)
Ezt & Lin: BYE!.
Ezt: PEPERO!.
Imi: OKAY!. ANA?! (OKAY I POSTED MY NAME AS ANA LOL)
Lin: UHHH!. UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!.
Ezt & Imi: NEVERMIND!.
(Silence)
Lin: GREENTEA!.
Ezt & Lin: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH (ENDLESSS HAHAHAHAH)

What song?

God how much i love this showwwwwwwww. Anyone know where to watch them full shows?

I want these. So yummy. Although its Nike. (hey that rhymes lol)

Nike Blazers and a Puma.

What do YOU want? :)
TEEHEE!.

Linspire.

Dreaming of death lately and i dont know why.

It kills me yknow, really. Ya'll have no idea how much it hurts me seeing my closest luved ones go in my dreams. It was just a dream but its like follow-ups. One after another and i have no idea what it means but it really hurts. And its like everytime i wake up i have to like sort of analyze it and think about what it means and for some reason try to put myself in the situation if it really happens but of course never want it to..

That made me feel that losing somebody permanently is a really huge big thang.

Permanently, which means that that person is never ever EVER coming back.

& the most painful thing was that in my dream, after she "went", i really REALLY missed her hugs and i look at my phone and sometimes i actually HALLUCINATE that my phone rings and i get texts from her when they are actually not, they are like few years' back's texts that i just received again and again..

& it hurt me all the way, in my dreams and in reality.

"Relax lah, dreams are usually the opposite, it wont happen lah."

Thanks friends :)

The picture above? Thats Shawn Phan of Beatrockers Crew.

Really inspiring to watch his vids, he even like dedicated a whole vid to female dancers.

Dont ever think you cant do it :)

Even when you only thought that you cant do it, youve already failed on the inside.

Keep workin it yeah :)

Watch his videos;

www.youtube.com/muzicsoulrhythm

Talk to ya guys tomorrow, nights lurvers ;)