24th January 2011

Its never easy to let go.

Especially if its something, or someone, who have helped you to hold on for so long.

If its something, or someone, who made you who you are now, who has shaped you to become what you are now.

Its also hard to be the one spilling the beans.

Also hard to be the one holding on to the one who just got the blow.

And, you know, somehow what i said was almost what really did happen..

I thought this week would be lonely..

Well, lonely is what lonely does..

I hope i helped you in a way or two, or more.

I hope my silence helped because i dont know what choice of words would be appropriate for a time like this.

I hope by giving you hugs helped you know that i am always there for you, and so will there be others.

I hope by listening i helped you let some things you wanted to be out, be out.

I hope ive helped you any way i can, i will continue to do so.

And i hope it helps that ive cried with you, so you know that you are not alone, and whatever happiness or sadness you feel, i feel for you as well.

Say no more.

In the end,

nobody can confidently say that they will be living the next day.

:')

Nuramirah, be strong.

With much love.