Didnt say i couldnt do it

I dont know how people do it.
When you wake up parents are already gone busy working, and you come back home early or late they still come back just in time for your turn to go to sleep.
I think its just fucking sad.
And now, every day, everytime i come home i feel that i shouldve put the day to a much better use and did more things.
Cuz i use home as a place to rest too much.
Oh sigh. I dont think we will be getting hold of our hopes but sometimes you gotta leave it to God.
Its a team effort and not everyone will work as hard as you do.
Sometimes even you wont.
Anyway point is, ive been sleeping out.
I miss my parents so much.