F2L

Coughing tires me like crazy.
Good Monday..not really.
What do i say.
Im tired, shall homework cook and sleep.
Nights love yall.

1412

Just because you miss someone, doesnt mean they belong in your life.
Oh sigh.

Salty yet not sweet.

And suddenly i tasted something salty..

For what had hurted, hurted so bad..

But to think again..

It was me myself who hurted myself so bad..

Error..less?

HAHA i feel soo good right now!!! Dont ask :P
Hope tomorrow flows smooth.
I love the Malay Dancers, they lit my day up so bright today, happiest moments ive had these days!! Turning Sixteen was indeed very VERY memorably rockin'! I love you all ahh!!!!!!!!!!! :B hehehehe!! Pictures tomorrow alright!!
Ok time for sleep everyone have a good Friday!! :B

Just going by The Script

And ill make you wish i still gave you the cold shoulder
And make you wish i still gave you a hard time
And youll wish you could still wish it was all over
But even if wishing was a waste of time
Even if you never cross my mind

And then it'll be just like i was never gone.

Yay The Script, love them to bits for their fawesome lyrics and the man voice of the singer and the instrumentals!!

Gtea

Mum n grandmum cooked awesome mee soto.
But, walao, i feel like shit.
No, not like sad shit shit..
More like tired out of my wits, drained out of all my energy, focused on things i shouldnt be, sleep deprived, too much food..
Ugh sick.. And then tmr.. Uh shucks, tired la tired la tired la.
Nvm two more months..
Mee soto rulez..
N hes really really cute im begging you to.
Help me please for im a prisoner on the road and i hold no key to ever set me free. Cheesy, got that from guy singing in tv now lol.
K goodnight for the 2nd time yesss!

Happy Birthday Lin i love you most :)

Ahhh wow, the wishes keep coming!!

They got me smiling from the start of the day till now hehe.

Heres a list (not in any order, and only as of now) ;

Kimmy, Siti Sophie, Atiqah, Syahrum, Sheril Nadia, Nanthini, Farrwan, Iffah, Yingzhong, Xunhao, Mimi, Didi, Rui Xiang, Irsyad, Kinah Shorty, Allina, Angie, Basil, Clement, Khairul Khairi Rahimee, Farhan Han, KaiYun, Wen Qi, Cheryl, Ree my sexy twin, Aidah Sidek, Iskandar, Sharil/Shar Boii Cincalok, Lenice, Baizura, YunJie, Puteri Benelle, Nadzirah, Natasha, Siti Amirah, Nur Shafiqah, Soleha, Ansar, Nyaii Ausi, Ar Iskandar, Zahieyrahh, Amir Krueger, Fitri Rozlyana Salvatore, Azurin Ramli, Muhammad Sir Haiyun (lol i know, just figured the Sir part is cool), Zaid, Tessa, Jun Hong, Sinyei, Bake D. Green, Heedayahr, Rini Norfarhana, Nizam, Nurul Afina, Syed Mohd Azrul, Hazzyma Rzk, Twinguin, Crystal, Stuart Little, Adam Rafey, Doretta, Wann Nur Atiqah, Zieerah, Aquila Deanna, Nur Hazwani M N, Sufirul, Mundzirah, Jenny, Chee Yoong Porenfold, Carlo, Lindy, Zhaorong, Cikgu Iszal, Thaqif Delta, Shabnam Lambert, Yi Jin, Natasya Karfi, Samantha, Icesyah, Abrisam, Marliyanah, Rohani, Sue Lyanna, Aik Kein, Emil, Shahrizuan, Daniel, Gina, Terry, Erman, Wanyi, Sharlene, Izzah, Norliana, Suhaiba, Dzul, Gladys, Hassanal, Amin, Ariff, Hui Li, Sharmini, Denice, Sabrina, Nurul Adillah, Nur Razilah, Syamim, Ashiqin, Amirah, Nurul Atiqa, Aunt Kay, Aunt Amy, Uncle Azmi, Aunty Lehah, Maman Joe and plus plus plus!!

Sorry if i left you out but you know who you are!!

I never felt so much love before!!

Today was super with sleep and tests and not enough sleep and a nice surprise after school with (almost the whole of) 4Endeavour singing me the birthday song and coming back to a table filled with hearts saying Happy Birthday, i have such thoughtful friends and people around me!

Haha its only been 2056hrs being sixteen and im already dead beat!

Got my first birthday bash too, by having to stand in the middle and being circled by the dancers, and then getting kicked at the butt and legs and everywhere they could get!!

Hahaha birthday bullies!!

Hahaha i say that with love :)

Thanks again for everything everyone!

Have a great one on yours too!

Till then!!

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TWENTY TWO ELEVEN

Because the world is black and white, then colourful, and then back again. :)

I have about 2 more hours of being fifteen.

Feeling rather nervous, honestly, and i dont know why.

Sixteen 16 sixteen 16.

Im scared, for one (two?) years ago when i was fourteen, i was so so immature my mind was ugh, i was so stupid and i was almost like at loss for direction and i treated myself really badly without thinking of consequences.

And now im turning sixteen, with a whole different mindset..

It scares me, im turning sixteen so fast.

When i was in secondary one or primary school, ive always heard people saying "Oh im secondary three, taking O levels next year" or "Sec four, my O level year" or when i was 12+ and innocently saying "Yup im going to Express" and now i really am taking my O levels, i already made it to Express, all's been well for me but will it continue on?

I have been failing, and then succeeding, failing and then succeeding.

How much harder am i to work now that im older?

Im scared of the new responsibilities i have to hold.

I know now a little more about myself. Every day.

I learn how notice the littlest things like how someone did not put back my things or whether someone touched my things, or how i notice this person is cold towards me, or how i care so much about whether i am hurting other people with what i say or do (but i still do it) or how i tell myself to love myself more every single day..

And my 15th year was..worth remembering..?

And i am going to be sixteen..

I dont feel im ready to be sixteen.

Its like every single year i get older, i feel like there are more things to go wrong.

It sucks me up a little inside for i know when i get older i am to change for the better.

But i am, i will be.

I sound like im getting married or something..

Anyhoos, had a great weekend, i hope my common tests will be fine (since i havent even started studying sh*t) and insyallah everything will go on smoothly for me and my 16th year.

Time to study, :')

Memang dalam ic tulis saya Islam. Tapi Islam saya kosong.
Kun Fa Ya Kun.
Hurm..

I'm still fly, im sky high.

Ohh today was pretty lovely :)

I still think i must be mad or something.

But, after a choice is made, make the best of it, no? :)

Mad Jack was super, finally got a real chicken chop and not the school canteen's. :/

HEHE.

Dance was sweaty. Heh heh.

I love ShiGGa Shay!!

Oh n i met Aidie today his haircut is better now LOLOLOL.

There are some people in the world who you just wanna hurt, but in a way you try, there is no way they will be hurt. And thent here are those who are so easy to hurt, but hell honey, those are the ones you really dont wanna hurt, that will kill you instead.

Im tireddddddddddddddddddd(drags)

I love my family plus cousins plus aunts plus uncles.

Another celebration tomorrow, more food~~~

I still must be mad..

And i found out how to change the color to my pictures with D3K..

I feel so blessed for such a great family :)

Beginners

Because (most) boyfriends dont care and (most) girlfriends keep trying to impress.
People have the weirdest ways of trynna get what they want.
But yet we often dont realize what they do, we did too.
I am extremely body-conscious(?) now, my butt is hella big and i am short and so dang fat.
Screw me, promised to be food-conscious(?) too but im not working.
Stupid or duna.
Dont force me can or not.
Angry la aiya. Kns.
I am so annoyed so so annoyed so so so annoyed.
"I ignore texts. I let the phone ring. Some people just need to know i dont feel like talking."
And i need to study too, rmb?
Dance hard.

& since the date is still dated as 18 February..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAI LOVE N MISS U HEHE

Say hi to my first yellow slip ever :)

And then say hi again cuz i was exempted :)


TEEHEE. I love Beth Riesgraf omg.

Green polka dotty

Really really Cute huh omg!!!! Happy, :D

My hearts a mess but its okay. Why so sad. Im here. You dont know it. But i always am. :)

N holy shit im tired, and i shall bake soon :P

Striped undies

Time check: 2310hrs
I just ate a lemon macaron.
Felt like i just had sex.
Yum.

Oh and Happy VaLINtines Day!

Hello out there.

I'm only human dawg

I'm only human dawg

I'm only human dawg

Ay, ay, ay listen to me

And when they push you down

You got to get back up

And when they push you down

You got to get back up

Push the dirt off your jersey then go for the cup

Or the trophy or the ring, champion no matter what

Apologies to my fans and friends (im sorry)

For letting you down, I wont take you down this road again

Most of you now saying whatever, here we go again

I laugh to keep from crying through all of the embarrasment

I gotta say all you fucking haters are hilarious

How dare you sit right there and act as if you holier than thou

Point your finger now with me looking down

Nevermind my imperfections this is fact, remember that

No mistakes too great to recover and bounce back

I admit, yeah, i done some dumb shit

Disappointed everybody i know

Try not to hold that against me though

If yall thought i were perfect

I apologize for being human man

But never again partner

You can put my life on that

Get Back Up - T.I. feat Chris Brown

Hell yeah!. Work hard everyone, in order for it to work out. ;)

Feb 13th.

Same date, different year.

Big changes.

Real big changes.

As much as i regret shit,

i cannot blame myself.

For i am just human.

I am pretty much too much all over what you give is what you get~ Ahhhh what if everybodys mean to me!! And what I give is what I get too!!! Ahh how!!!!!!


N I don't look like my sister haha =.= off the braces, same old different new me :)

I

REALLY DONT LIKE THE SOUND OF THINGS NEXT WEEKEND, DONT ASK WHY. GOING OUT BOTH DAYS, TWELVETH AND THIRTEENTH.
I DONT KNOW, MAYBE ITS BECAUSE LAST YEAR ON THE 13TH OF FEBRUARY 2010, IT HAPPENED FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME AND I DIDNT TAKE ANY DAMN ACCOUNT OF IT - NONE AT ALL!! - AND I DID NOT REALIZE HOW NEAR YET SO FAR THINGS WERE AND NOW ALL I COULD DO IS SIT AND WISH IT COULD HAPPEN ALL OVER AGAIN THIS YEAR BUT
IT WILL NOT HAPPEN.

Time has already let go, and so should i, uh-huh.

Lin, do yourself a favor and love yourself before you wanna love anyone else, please thank you.

Shaded

I find it a little bit littlle odd that when we read the words "i love you" which are meant for us, we tend to smile and, well, get happy and all. But when we read the exact same words "i love you" which are meant for someone else, we either feel real sad or dont feel anything at all. Its like our heart/head knows whether its meant for us or not. And i find it gives so much impact. Maybe i should research this on the future :D and also, it really makes sense, how 3 simple words put together can either make or ruin your mood or day, build or crush you at that instance, and how much a difference they make. Words like "i love you" or "i hate you" or "we are over" or "lets get together" or "fuck you bitch" and so on. Ha. Okay im pretty much wack weird.. Hopefully tomorrow's fine n i dont end up tired (again). Goodnight. N that black teddy bear is so cute!!! :D

Tell me whatchu want, whatchu really really want~

I want a cute smiling black teddy bear for my birthday. Hehe :B

Weapons

Dont be mad please stop the hating just be glad that they'll be waiting friends we have are ever changing you now the lid's about to blow when the thunderbirds are go. :')