Handover.

Today, everything was just..unexpected?

Madrasah was pretty fine, talked to Atiqah all the way.

Went home, made the decision to not follow Mum and the rest to go Tpy.

There was Kuda Kepang at ma voiddeck.

Its like, i happened to comment on Nad's page. & Helisa replied.

Then after that she texted me, she was downstairs. She asked me to go down but i was like lazy..

So after like an hour she texted me to go down, and i did.

Saw her & Rozanisha.

Talked, very fast.

Then Helisa went "Eh your brother..."

And i turned and just stoned.

Yeah, sat and talked. Went to the shop. Helisa damn cute i tell you, kept on dropping stuff.

Yeah went back to sit.

Stayed around till like eight thirty..

Sent Helisa to the road there.

& went home.

I really do not understand my feelings today.

Clashed together, all of them.

One moment of anger, one moment of excitement, one moment of miss, one moment of fear, one moment of love, one moment of betrayal, one moment of pain.

Its so difficult.

Youre perfect.

Will the pain heal?

You never understand.

The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
I am here still waiting though I still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is healing
In your name I find meaning

The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
And I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for purpose, they're still looking for life

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain is the healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

I'm hangin' on another day
Just to see what you will throw my way
And I'm hangin' on to the words you say
You said that I will, will be ok

The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone
I may have lost my way now, having forgot my way home

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain is there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on

& well, today, i found out something.
When you lose something, something better comes along.
Look on the bright side, the better part of what happened.
Or think about what would have or would have not happened.
Anyway, thanks for the day Helisa. ;D
Tomorrow's Monday.
With much love.