Her:
honestly , instead of me usually saying "ur life is fucked up" (sry)
imma say this,
its depressing and i really feel sry for u

Me:
really?
hahaha
what do i say..

Her:
in my opinion
u are going faster , nowhere

Me:
what you mean faster?

Her:
like
i dunno
juzz getting faster nowhere
and tats ...
can i say smtg?
like advise ?

Me:
yup sure

Her:
u dont mind ah ?

Me:
yeah just say uhs
haha

Her:
well i learn my self that without these challenges rite, you will be more weak. god gave u these confusing challenges cause he wanna put some meaning into life. god can juzz take away the probs and let u live happily, for some, happy life dont give much of meanings. so he wanna prepare u and juzz guide u to get it done wit. cause happy ppl means they are weak. and toughest depressing ppl, well , u are strong. seriously. u cn realize the situation tat u are in, ponder on it and able to express it. even tho u dont know wat u want, at least u have some of the lil things that u need tat doesnt really make u VERY happy and satisfied but at least, a few are here to follow u through tough times. i dont know how to end this so yeahh .

Me:
ah, my god.
you just made me cry lol .
but, that is a very good..thing.

Her:
SHOOT
im sorry

To Her, thank you hehe so much. Hahaha, her reaction last part damn cute. And, damn, as i was posting this i read it again to highlight the red ones and cried again. Gotta be thankful for what i already have. Im going faster, nowhere. I need to slow down, and know where to go. Dont go too fast, Lin. Dont go too fast mkay?

I love you Lin, always here for you. (: