Hi im in fuckin tears its the fuckin second day of fuckin school and i am already so fuckin tired lack of fuckin sleep and over fuckin work and tomorrow's just gonna be another fuckin tiring day and guess what 3/4 of Literature homework is all about love now tell me what the fuck do i know about love and do i look like i am in love and do i look or sound like i wanna write about love ?!

Ergh.

I dont fuckin understand.

WANNA SEE WHAT I MANAGED? ;)

Title and website of my favourite love song:
No One – Davedays
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h5Giizci_y0

Gap Exercise:
I wish I could remember the first day,
First hour, first moment of your meeting me;
The weather was like crazy
And I felt like the sun
If only I could recollect it! Such
A day of days! I let it be forgotten
It was like a burden to me.
It seemed to mean everything to me.
If only now I could recall that special thing we never had
That first worthless wait.

1. Read the poem, highlighting interesting words or phrases that attract your attention.
“And I felt like the sun.” Meaning perhaps that my heart was melting from the feeling when we first met, or that my heart was burning from anger or fury when I met that person, perhaps after things I have heard about the person. It could also mean that I was exceptionally nervous in meeting the person.
“If only now I could recall that special thing we never had.” Perhaps the friendship or relationship began off as something empty, when I have actually expected it to pull off as something that could blow my mind or something that could have actually lasted with me.
“That first worthless wait.” Probably meant that I have set my hopes too high and waited way too long for that ‘thing’ to happen but it did not so I eventually had to “let it be forgotten.”

Yeah i guess some of you might understand already.
I really do think that i really do think WAY TOOO much when it comes to Literature.
For some reason i just will have to link it into my life.
So whats that mean?
Literature is my life? :/