Sorry its just that i am really very tired and all i wanna do is sleep but i dont have the mood to sleep but im really very tired ahhhhhhh sleeping place suddenly seems so inconvenient i feel like going away renting a hotel room with pools and bathtubs and spas and gyms and karaokes and restaurants and big wide beaches with suns and no rain with a lot of dancing everywhere and at night there will be streetlights of whatever types that can light up the place and bring that smile to my face yes THAT smile and i get to shop my heart out and scream my lungs out at the most quietest places and i can taste life's joy and pain where it all crashes down to just one feeling and when im there i want to be alone. ;)

Or with someone, just one person, and that person must be the one that will stay with me before and after being there.

Ahhhh, how far i think when all i want to do is sleep.

Sometimes dreams just make you more satisfied.

God please take me to California, LA.