11th March

Happy Birthday Dad, love you much you are the man of my life mwahxz :*

So i realized how true it is that you dont realize what you have till its gone. N i gotta say..
That i reread our conversations from last year and i saw how pretty close we were and how you once or twice mentioned i was your best friend.. N pretty much no other guy had said that before. N those days we stayed back to study in class in this awkward yet comfortable silence with random conversations.. N how you always text me to help you out with your rs n how id talk to you about him.. How annoying and painful it is to think its all gone just like that n we hardly talk anymore. Its just so weird how things could change. How much more weird it is for me to say that i actually miss you.... :/
That how results sets such a huge impression on you.. Just by looking at your results, people judge you. Even your own family.. N then this voice in my brain tells me to work harder.. I want to succeed, i wanna make it n show it.. Your results is what takes you far.. And i have to work much harder.
That while your day is fine, not everyone else's is.. While im doing fine in school n at home, our fellow Asian country just got thru with a disaster.. Just when i thought the world would cool down a little.. Why cant we have peace. It just scares me, really.
That ive grown so fat.
That Change is not an idiot. But you are. I am.

Nights have a good holiday take lotsa care :)