help.

POSTED.


should i ?
No Confidence.


awh, i just hate that part of my life. th guilt just soaks into me so deeep. you just dont feel it dontcha?
and im going going going. i dont give a fk whats going on before or after anymore.

ill eat my candies with th pork and beans.
i dont give a hood about what you think.

still thinking bout that.

and fk ah. im like so fking sick bout people correcting me already. eversince Saturday night, everything that i felt changed. whatever everybody said, i dont feel it anymore. its like you guys just say it for the sake of saying. its like you guys just do it for the sake of doing. and every fking thing i do is fking hell wrong.

some of you are like, being sooo fking close to me. some of you are like, trying to be sooo fking close to me. some of you are like, giving fking reasons. some of you are like, acting as if you know me sooo well. some of you are like, just cant leave me alone. some of you are like, leaving me alone too much. some of you are like, wanting me to do something which i cant do and because i cant do it you guys scold the fk out of me. some of you are like, forcing me to do stuff by saying different stuff. some of you are like, getting on my mutherfkg nerves. some of you are like, not being able to leave me alone for my own stuff. some of you are like, so fking protective. some of you are like, not wanting to change your attitudes. some of you are like, not understanding how i fking feel, what i fking wna do.

sometimes i hate it when youre close. sometimes i hate it when youre far. sometimes i hate it when youre trying to be close. sometimes i hate it when youre acting as if you know me so fking well. sometimes i hate it when youre always with me everywhere i go. sometimes i hate it when youre not understanding. sometimes i hate it when youre not doing what i say. sometimes i hate it when youre pretending. sometimes i hate it when youre not getting what im trying to say. sometimes i hate it when youre not willing to change, and you ask me to change instead. sometimes i hate it when you correct me.

why not, just let me be wrong, and let me fking learn from myself?
why not that?
i dont neeed anyone telling me whats wrong and whats right!

if im doing something right,
it just means i dont wna be wrong.
& if im doing something wrong,
it just means i dont wna be right!

dont you see?!

ill make it thru th pain,
weather the hurricanes,
THERES NOTHING BETWEEN ME AND MY DREAMS.

its like, whoever i talk to now ends up getting angry or fked up with me.
why ey?

and i just turned down Gido's invitation to skate on Friday @ Somerset.
i know you know why.
so please.


i dont want terase-ians please.

I feel like a poser, you hear me?